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I have the same issue. God wants us to go out and positively effect as many people as we can, but all I want is to be as isolated as possible.
it's not just that, i want them to suffer in some way (not a permanent maim or death or something, just pain)
I want the bastards up at the top dead, as it will make them stop causing us harm and they have it coming regardless
I have these massive swings of emotion too. Hate, anger, loathing. I think to myself, how can I be forgiven if I feel like this against other people. The thing is, I think we're supposed to feel this way if our Father is in us. His capacity to endure seeing evil had limits as well.
> and i understand in an abstract way that they will be punished eventually but i does not help me get over it
Because it's a cope, wishful thinking. If nobody brings justice to them (in time), there will be no justice. Injustice happens a LOT, so it's nothing exceptional, but it stings a little that we live societies which allow that to happen, or worse, even cheer it on.
> Or maybe they will be all forgiven
No, but they can live their lives until they are old or dead, and benefit from their actions for their entire lives.
> I also know it's not up to me to judge
Who judged they are allowed to exploit and ruin everything? There is no judge in play here. They just do it.
> I want out of this rollercoaster of emotions.
Be selfish and focus on yourself then. Don't behave in a way you'd hate yourself for, and work towards becoming proud of who you are and your accomplishments.
> but at the same time my reaction to people's actions is taking a real toll on my mental and physical health.
> it's only hurting me.
Then stop consuming news. One reason I do not watch any type of news for... always, is because it would drive me extremely mad. I mean "nigger does nigger things" is not news-worthy, or "politician causes harm to the country" - that's the default.
So either you decide to *do something*, or you decide to *do nothing*. If it's the latter, as is for ~100% of us, don't ruin yourself in hopes that *someone else* will *do something*.
Don't "wait" for anything to happen you have no influence on. If you can do a *little*, spread the word and lead by example. Otherwise never play along the jewish bullshit ideology. If someone wants to hear my opinion on niggers, shitskins and jews, I'll gladly deliver. I will never be a mouthpiece for the jews.
Because it's a cope, wishful thinking. If nobody brings justice to them (in time), there will be no justice. Injustice happens a LOT, so it's nothing exceptional, but it stings a little that we live societies which allow that to happen, or worse, even cheer it on.
> Or maybe they will be all forgiven
No, but they can live their lives until they are old or dead, and benefit from their actions for their entire lives.
> I also know it's not up to me to judge
Who judged they are allowed to exploit and ruin everything? There is no judge in play here. They just do it.
> I want out of this rollercoaster of emotions.
Be selfish and focus on yourself then. Don't behave in a way you'd hate yourself for, and work towards becoming proud of who you are and your accomplishments.
> but at the same time my reaction to people's actions is taking a real toll on my mental and physical health.
> it's only hurting me.
Then stop consuming news. One reason I do not watch any type of news for... always, is because it would drive me extremely mad. I mean "nigger does nigger things" is not news-worthy, or "politician causes harm to the country" - that's the default.
So either you decide to *do something*, or you decide to *do nothing*. If it's the latter, as is for ~100% of us, don't ruin yourself in hopes that *someone else* will *do something*.
Don't "wait" for anything to happen you have no influence on. If you can do a *little*, spread the word and lead by example. Otherwise never play along the jewish bullshit ideology. If someone wants to hear my opinion on niggers, shitskins and jews, I'll gladly deliver. I will never be a mouthpiece for the jews.
> Half of them love their abusers, the other half is handicapped by the slave morality to effectively resist them.
This is what worries me about Christians. Even if we do ignore the 99% who are Christian Zionists, the remainder who are "based" still seem to be psychologically castrated against *solving the problem their own damn selves,* even just conceptually. No matter how much they claim to hate jews, they all want to be pacifists playing losing odds, preaching in the court of public opinion, influencing institutions, or performing political activism.
I think Tallest is the only Christian I have ever seen unabashedly call for real solutions without any hemming and hawing.
This is what worries me about Christians. Even if we do ignore the 99% who are Christian Zionists, the remainder who are "based" still seem to be psychologically castrated against *solving the problem their own damn selves,* even just conceptually. No matter how much they claim to hate jews, they all want to be pacifists playing losing odds, preaching in the court of public opinion, influencing institutions, or performing political activism.
I think Tallest is the only Christian I have ever seen unabashedly call for real solutions without any hemming and hawing.
Oh man this is my wheelhouse. I can give you a permanent solution through self-understanding, but here's the simple prescription if you're not ready to seize this opportunity for spiritual growth:
Overrule your judgements and hatred with boredom. You're familiar with the cycle by now. Become bored by your own reaction. At the first sign of reactive hate, say aloud "Ugh! That's boring. I know where that line of thinking leads and I'm tired of it." And mean it, too. Repeat as necessary. Watch how habitual solutions are the only correction to habitual problems.
Now, if you want to use this opportunity become greater, you're going to have to confront some uncomfortable truths about yourself, and especially your ego. You're going to have to understand why you desire this rhythmic hatred. And it's going to be a wall of text:
*So first, understand that you love to hate.*
The love I'm talking about isn't about affection and pleasure, but **sustained interest**. People who love their misfortune act like they hate it... but it's the only thing they want to talk about. They love the activity of complaining about being a victim of circumstances. They keep bringing their minds back to it. But ask them "what's so appealing about it?" and they'll shout "NOTHING!" ...well then why is it constantly attracting your fuckin attention? Why are you drawn to it?
The real answer is: self-image. Hear me out. The concept of "up" is meaningless without the concept of "down", and the concept of self is meaningless without the concept of others. That is, ego-self is a social construct. So are ego-others. The organisms themselves are real, but your mental map of them is not.
Your worldview is One. Your self-image, your socially projected image, your image of "people", and your image of "the world" are all actually one thing. When the clay is in the mold, it's not obvious that they are two perfectly complementary pieces. When someone wants to be a hero, it's not obvious to them that they are SEEKING someone to villainize, and therefore must live in a world where villains and victims are "real". (Now, don't lower your consciousness to the level of "but villains are real!" This is not about villains, this is about mindset.)
Point is, how you see yourself is "the mold", and how you see the world is "the molded clay". What's interesting to us is the seam, the line which connects, divides, and defines both halves. Most people don't examine the seam directly, because they're too caught up in *being it*. You have to step back contemplatively, *like we're doing right now*, in order to examine how common consciousness operates. We get primal thrills from "hold the line" and "us vs them", or more precisely: "I and not-I". Engaging in these mental activities is how you affirm your self-image as separate from your world-and-others-image. Knowing what you are and knowing what you're not is the same solitary knowing, merely *expressed* as halves.
>It's not like I can laser focus my hate towards them by quantum waves
Actually, you can. You're acting as a "quantum broadcast tower" right now, and your hatred is permeating the energetic space around you. That's what's harming your body.
If you want THEM to hate, you must take the complementary form. For example, there's no better way to cause someone to avoid questions than to ask too many. Inquisition is the complementary form of aloofness, and vice versa. **Pepe's smugjoy is the complementary form of the crying wojak seethe.** The "quantum laser" format is beaming your focused smugjoy at a target. They will start to become upset without understanding why.
But back to the topic at hand. Hatred of others is the complementary form of love for yourself. Human psychology will balance their weights. What this means is propaganda can slyly reduce self-love by magnifying hatred of others. It's actually better to hate yourself than to love yourself too little, because hate is closer to love.
You focus too little on yourself, or perhaps, you disgust yourself. Either way the fix here is you need to spend more time *progressively realizing a worthy ideal*. Do it for its own sake, not as a way to achieve something else. Money? Female attention? Gainz? Spiritual gainz? Livestock? Just do it because you want to achieve it. It will compete for the same thought-seconds as hatred of others, and eventually eclipse that hatred.
Sooner or later, you'll want to overcome the need for image and come to appreciate the ineffable way that you are part of Nature and therefore Everything. Look, anything that requires labels and symbols in order in to maintain itself is not a phenomenon happening in Reality. Inches are as REAL as Republicans. Humans are real, genes are real, categories and egos are... less real. Ironically, this kind of understanding is easier as you do more thinking in imagery.
I am a leaf on a tree, and as a leaf I care more about my veins than my stem, more about my stem than a neighboring one, more about my flower than a neighboring flower, more about my branch than a neighboring branch, more about my tree than my brother tree, more about my species than another species, and while as a leaf we all fall, the tree remains. What is ego to a wheel within a wheel? There's no need for me to be the best leaf. I don't need to hate a diseased branch to want it gone. A leaf that doesn't understand that it's part of something bigger will be terrified of falling. You can't be both self-aware and self-conscious.
Ego - that is, the public-facing personal concept of "self vs not-self" - evolved as a way to sort out one part of sexual market value: social status/prestige. Winning a public ego battle turns women on almost as much as winning a fistfight. Ego is a fucking muppet that we hold up to impress the other muppeteers, to determine pecking order. Everyone bragging about their life on facebook is so passionate about their ego muppets, LARPing as "themselves, but better". Those egos can't be maintained without external validation. So if it's not gonna get you laid or praised, then you're hammering a screw. You're confusing your self-image with yourself, so it hurts the mind when they're misaligned.
If you ditch the self-image entirely, you become the boundless "I Am", the aimless eternal vibration, the singer and the song, the limitless domain, also called the kingdom of heaven. You are dancing your way through life, instead of heaving and clunking. But that's a very different place from where your head's at, so no rush.
For now, just go do self-improvement shit for its own sake. Whatever appeals to you. More than an hour/day
Overrule your judgements and hatred with boredom. You're familiar with the cycle by now. Become bored by your own reaction. At the first sign of reactive hate, say aloud "Ugh! That's boring. I know where that line of thinking leads and I'm tired of it." And mean it, too. Repeat as necessary. Watch how habitual solutions are the only correction to habitual problems.
Now, if you want to use this opportunity become greater, you're going to have to confront some uncomfortable truths about yourself, and especially your ego. You're going to have to understand why you desire this rhythmic hatred. And it's going to be a wall of text:
*So first, understand that you love to hate.*
The love I'm talking about isn't about affection and pleasure, but **sustained interest**. People who love their misfortune act like they hate it... but it's the only thing they want to talk about. They love the activity of complaining about being a victim of circumstances. They keep bringing their minds back to it. But ask them "what's so appealing about it?" and they'll shout "NOTHING!" ...well then why is it constantly attracting your fuckin attention? Why are you drawn to it?
The real answer is: self-image. Hear me out. The concept of "up" is meaningless without the concept of "down", and the concept of self is meaningless without the concept of others. That is, ego-self is a social construct. So are ego-others. The organisms themselves are real, but your mental map of them is not.
Your worldview is One. Your self-image, your socially projected image, your image of "people", and your image of "the world" are all actually one thing. When the clay is in the mold, it's not obvious that they are two perfectly complementary pieces. When someone wants to be a hero, it's not obvious to them that they are SEEKING someone to villainize, and therefore must live in a world where villains and victims are "real". (Now, don't lower your consciousness to the level of "but villains are real!" This is not about villains, this is about mindset.)
Point is, how you see yourself is "the mold", and how you see the world is "the molded clay". What's interesting to us is the seam, the line which connects, divides, and defines both halves. Most people don't examine the seam directly, because they're too caught up in *being it*. You have to step back contemplatively, *like we're doing right now*, in order to examine how common consciousness operates. We get primal thrills from "hold the line" and "us vs them", or more precisely: "I and not-I". Engaging in these mental activities is how you affirm your self-image as separate from your world-and-others-image. Knowing what you are and knowing what you're not is the same solitary knowing, merely *expressed* as halves.
>It's not like I can laser focus my hate towards them by quantum waves
Actually, you can. You're acting as a "quantum broadcast tower" right now, and your hatred is permeating the energetic space around you. That's what's harming your body.
If you want THEM to hate, you must take the complementary form. For example, there's no better way to cause someone to avoid questions than to ask too many. Inquisition is the complementary form of aloofness, and vice versa. **Pepe's smugjoy is the complementary form of the crying wojak seethe.** The "quantum laser" format is beaming your focused smugjoy at a target. They will start to become upset without understanding why.
But back to the topic at hand. Hatred of others is the complementary form of love for yourself. Human psychology will balance their weights. What this means is propaganda can slyly reduce self-love by magnifying hatred of others. It's actually better to hate yourself than to love yourself too little, because hate is closer to love.
You focus too little on yourself, or perhaps, you disgust yourself. Either way the fix here is you need to spend more time *progressively realizing a worthy ideal*. Do it for its own sake, not as a way to achieve something else. Money? Female attention? Gainz? Spiritual gainz? Livestock? Just do it because you want to achieve it. It will compete for the same thought-seconds as hatred of others, and eventually eclipse that hatred.
Sooner or later, you'll want to overcome the need for image and come to appreciate the ineffable way that you are part of Nature and therefore Everything. Look, anything that requires labels and symbols in order in to maintain itself is not a phenomenon happening in Reality. Inches are as REAL as Republicans. Humans are real, genes are real, categories and egos are... less real. Ironically, this kind of understanding is easier as you do more thinking in imagery.
I am a leaf on a tree, and as a leaf I care more about my veins than my stem, more about my stem than a neighboring one, more about my flower than a neighboring flower, more about my branch than a neighboring branch, more about my tree than my brother tree, more about my species than another species, and while as a leaf we all fall, the tree remains. What is ego to a wheel within a wheel? There's no need for me to be the best leaf. I don't need to hate a diseased branch to want it gone. A leaf that doesn't understand that it's part of something bigger will be terrified of falling. You can't be both self-aware and self-conscious.
Ego - that is, the public-facing personal concept of "self vs not-self" - evolved as a way to sort out one part of sexual market value: social status/prestige. Winning a public ego battle turns women on almost as much as winning a fistfight. Ego is a fucking muppet that we hold up to impress the other muppeteers, to determine pecking order. Everyone bragging about their life on facebook is so passionate about their ego muppets, LARPing as "themselves, but better". Those egos can't be maintained without external validation. So if it's not gonna get you laid or praised, then you're hammering a screw. You're confusing your self-image with yourself, so it hurts the mind when they're misaligned.
If you ditch the self-image entirely, you become the boundless "I Am", the aimless eternal vibration, the singer and the song, the limitless domain, also called the kingdom of heaven. You are dancing your way through life, instead of heaving and clunking. But that's a very different place from where your head's at, so no rush.
For now, just go do self-improvement shit for its own sake. Whatever appeals to you. More than an hour/day
Hate is an extension of fear. Likely you fear these people having power over you, and you're probably not wrong.
However, they don't have power over you in ways that matter. They can make your material existence miserable but, really, any more miserable than nature itself? But you control your actions, your will, and your integrity.
Someone mentioned that if you hate something, stop it. I agree but, in our world, you have to be prepared to "lose" 1,000 times. You won't see results from one, or ten, or a hundred attempts, other than maintaining your self-respect. But even the slightest opposition is torture to these people. Not using their pronouns causes them to neck themselves; imagine telling them that their gender isn't real at all? They'll cover it in a mask of smug superiority, but every time someone points out their Emperor is naked, the mask cracks.
This goes just as hard for teachers, bureaucrats, or anyone else who is living a shared lie; their world rests on the bubble of concensus. If you want to punish them, speak the Truth, and pop that bubble, every single day.
Rejoice for a dearth or targets.
However, they don't have power over you in ways that matter. They can make your material existence miserable but, really, any more miserable than nature itself? But you control your actions, your will, and your integrity.
Someone mentioned that if you hate something, stop it. I agree but, in our world, you have to be prepared to "lose" 1,000 times. You won't see results from one, or ten, or a hundred attempts, other than maintaining your self-respect. But even the slightest opposition is torture to these people. Not using their pronouns causes them to neck themselves; imagine telling them that their gender isn't real at all? They'll cover it in a mask of smug superiority, but every time someone points out their Emperor is naked, the mask cracks.
This goes just as hard for teachers, bureaucrats, or anyone else who is living a shared lie; their world rests on the bubble of concensus. If you want to punish them, speak the Truth, and pop that bubble, every single day.
Rejoice for a dearth or targets.
Dont hate the people's souls, but you absolutely be angry about evil and attempt to put a stop to it. People are wicked in this age, and sadly most might end up in Hell. Forgiveness cannot be obtained without repentance, and sadly I fear they wont without force. Dont let hate control you, instead harness it and let it motivate you to succeed in your daily life. One of the central, and sadly now forgotten, teachings of Christianity is self mastery, especially when it comes to emotions
To investigate and analyze, with understanding and logic, the principles we ought to live by. Not to display anger or other emotions. To be free of passion and yet full of love.
It is possible to curb your arrogance, to overcome pleasure and pain, to rise above your ambition, and to not be angry with stupid and ungrateful people— yes, even to care for them.
None of them can hurt me. No one can implicate me in ugliness. Nor can I feel angry at my relative, or hate him. We were born to work together like feet, hands, and eyes, like the two rows of teeth, upper and lower. To obstruct each other is unnatural. To feel anger at someone, to turn your back on him: these are obstructions.
How much more harmful are the consequences of anger and grief than the circumstances that aroused them in us?? -Mark A
It is possible to curb your arrogance, to overcome pleasure and pain, to rise above your ambition, and to not be angry with stupid and ungrateful people— yes, even to care for them.
None of them can hurt me. No one can implicate me in ugliness. Nor can I feel angry at my relative, or hate him. We were born to work together like feet, hands, and eyes, like the two rows of teeth, upper and lower. To obstruct each other is unnatural. To feel anger at someone, to turn your back on him: these are obstructions.
How much more harmful are the consequences of anger and grief than the circumstances that aroused them in us?? -Mark A
I have no problem trusting people or admiring people, but these people are 1 in thousands. The rest i hate, or rather i hate they are not being punished and dont feel a reasonable amount of pain.
I dont expect normies to get educated, i expect them to stop being degenerates, vapid, uncating, ungrateful and in love with money so much
I dont expect normies to get educated, i expect them to stop being degenerates, vapid, uncating, ungrateful and in love with money so much
That hate’s natural, we’ve got a natural desire to wish to see our enemies felled and our own victorious, our enemies being in power and us not having any in our own lands is ofc going to fucking infuriate. No need feeling guilty over it
who the fuck are you? why do you think it is your place for forgive them or not? what power do you have? why are you thinking about things that you have no power or control over so much that it makes you angry? you sound arrogant and like you have main character syndrome. go about your life. look after people in your family. help your friends. help your community. try to work on your arrogance. work on learning the news of your community and less on news of the world.
it's correct to hate jews so focus your hatred on them. they are the ones who cultivated this world where people are degenerates.
then i would say accepting the premise that 95% of people are sheep and they will do and think whatever they are told to do and think. it's not really their fault, so how can i hate them? the fault lies with a combination of disgusting kikes and complacent people like us who are aware.
if you accept that subhumans aren't any different than animals, it's hard to hate them. i don't expect a tiger or a bear to be civilized, why would i expect any other animal to be civilized? animals gonna do what animals do. the wild animals were *allowed* into our home.
that said, anger is still a useful emotion. don't let bullshit slide for nothing. anger does not only have to be grounded in hate for our enemies, it can be also be grounded in love for our brothers and sisters. but i guess you need figure out how to choose your battles if you want to keep your stress levels from exploding.
then i would say accepting the premise that 95% of people are sheep and they will do and think whatever they are told to do and think. it's not really their fault, so how can i hate them? the fault lies with a combination of disgusting kikes and complacent people like us who are aware.
if you accept that subhumans aren't any different than animals, it's hard to hate them. i don't expect a tiger or a bear to be civilized, why would i expect any other animal to be civilized? animals gonna do what animals do. the wild animals were *allowed* into our home.
that said, anger is still a useful emotion. don't let bullshit slide for nothing. anger does not only have to be grounded in hate for our enemies, it can be also be grounded in love for our brothers and sisters. but i guess you need figure out how to choose your battles if you want to keep your stress levels from exploding.
Is suffering not suffering if one is ignorant to it? Could retribution for spiritual crimes not take a spiritual form? Be thankful for gifts you have been given
Hate the ones that deserve to be hated. Love the ones that deserve to be love. There’s nothing wrong with that. With that said, the enemy of good is perfect. If you find some frens who share 80% of your views, hold on to them for dear life, and don’t let their few faults destroy what you share. Unless they’re for something completely insane like pedophilia, and child sterilization, you can likely mold them and get them closer to that 100% over time. I’ve done it couple of times over the last few years. Good luck, and God bless.
I was in your shoes about 8 months ago and then I found this. It helped me a lot
Listen to this:
https://stone-choir.com/perfect-hatred/
Listen to this:
https://stone-choir.com/perfect-hatred/
Jews thrive in Christian countries. We allow them to get away with everything sinful. We have become their guardians and we will be judged to be one of them.
Hate jews. Try to love everyone else. Pajeet/nigger exception.
> I don't want to be indifferent to all the evil in the world, i want to know what's happening but at the same time my reaction to people's actions is taking a real toll on my mental and physical health.
Become the old wise man and use comedy/sarcasm as your bastion and shield. Works wonders on people who refuse to notice.
> I don't want to be indifferent to all the evil in the world, i want to know what's happening but at the same time my reaction to people's actions is taking a real toll on my mental and physical health.
Become the old wise man and use comedy/sarcasm as your bastion and shield. Works wonders on people who refuse to notice.
Toast message
Or for OP, let the hand of God work through you.
I want every Jew dead!
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TKD
total.kike.death.