I just wanted to post a prayer request here, my mother has been under some pretty intense spiritual attack recently, and I could really use prayers for her.
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>I don’t know if it’s uncommon, but “the jews” was the last thing I came to.
It definitely took quite a while to fully arrive at that conclusion. It was an incremental process that spanned a few years.
Starting around 2017 I had a brief series of dreams/visions that kickstarted my interest into Christian eschatology. I started watching a lot of End Times videos on YouTube, and as you might expect, a lot of it was premillenial dispensationalist material. So initially, my understanding of Judaism was that it was essentially the Hebrew religion of the Old Testament, nothing more.
Back then, I was still a Trump supporter as well, having fallen for the lies of his 2016 platform, particularly that he was going to take the country back from the "globalists".
Eventually as Trump's presidency passed and it became abundantly clear that he was not going to take a single action vis-a-vis draining the swamp, I became somewhat disillusioned and started looking for other "right-wing" forums. The discourse on r/The_Donald had become boring and stale, though it would not be until 2020 that I stopped supporting Trump entirely. I stumbled upon a popular subreddit named r/CringeAnarchy.
It was there I came across those who would name the jew, though not frequently. But I do recall the harsh negative reaction I would feel towards them, and I would dismiss their claims out of hand. However, it was there I learned about the Talmud, and upon further (albeit cursory) inquiry, it was undeniable that the jewish religion was in fact NOT the Hebrew religion of the Old Testament. The practices and beliefs codified in the Talmud were almost completely contradictory to the Old Testament. I even noticed the similarities between jewish prophecies concerning the moshiach and Christian prophecies concerning the "anti-Christ." I also remember around that time, I came across a jew on an unrelated forum who said he supported abortion, and when I pressed for his reasoning after pointing out that murder is forbidden in the 10 commandments, his answer was "well, I'm *modern day* jewish!"
From that point on, I held that particular jew in contempt because he would always go on about his "jewish" identity, yet he didn't even follow the Torah! He definitely seemed to believe that simply *being* ethnically jewish was enough to make him "special" and was instilled with a sense of unearned ethnic supremacy. The exact same problem Jesus had with the Pharisees.
But I wasn't quite convinced this behavior was endemic to ethnic jews as a whole.
Then one day, sometime in the back half of 2019, I was watching TV at my in-law's house. Nothing good on, of course. Eventually, I change it to the Game Show Network which was broadcasting a show I had never heard of: Idiotest. Right at the start of the show, the host—Ben Gleib—introduced the contestants. When introducing a negress contestant, he asked her if she thought "white people will ever be good at basketball." I thought, "that's weird, why is this white guy making a self-hating anti-white remark?"
And right then, at that very moment, it fully clicked for me:
**"This guy is a jew, isn't he?"**
So, I looked him up. Sure enough, full name Ben Gleiberman, and he possesses Israeli citizenship.
I had seen posts previously about jewish shapeshifting on Cringe Anarchy prior to this, which I originally dismissed offhand as I said before. But this! This was undeniable evidence, and I didn't even go searching for it! It fell right into my lap! That is what astounded me. With conspiracy theories about Freemasons and the Illuminati, there's no real way to *prove* them without joining the organization yourself (good luck, lol). But here was a conspiracy that presented evidence of itself to me, without inquiry. It was incredible!
From there I quickly began to connect the dots of jewish surnames and their connection to things which I had already disdained: degeneracy in the media, post-modernism in the world of art and music, promotion of homosexuality and transsexualism in society, etc. Jewish propaganda is so brazen and so pervasive that it becomes impossible to NOT notice once you've accepted the JQ. There really is no going back. It's both amusing and frustrating looking back on some of [my old political posts from before 2019](https://i.postimg.cc/VNTsRvB8/me-in-2018.png) because it's so clear I'm talking about jews without even being aware of it. I wish I could go back in time and shake some sense into myself.
Regarding the holocaust, there was a brief period after this watershed moment where I still thought "well, Hitler and the Nazis may have been right in their complaints about the jews, but they still took things too far!" That didn't last very long. I had already spent years noticing how the media maligned Trump day in and day out. I thought "if they've been lying about Trump all this time, who's to say these same people aren't also lying about Hitler?" From there, it all came crashing down. Like you, I ran the logistics. Maybe not as extensively as you lol, but you don't need to be a math or physics major to figure out that it simply doesn't add up.
Eventually, r/CringeAnarchy was banned (surprise, surprise). I then joined Voat in late 2019, and that lasted for only a year before it got shut down. Then I immediately came here, having already heard of the consumeproduct.win domain (RIP) from when ConPro got banned from reddit.
Anyway, that's basically my story. Did not mean to go on so long, but I figured if I didn't take the opportunity write it all down now, I probably wouldn't do it any time soon, lol. I suppose my broader point is that it really is something one has to figure out for himself. You can show people all the pieces, but they won't truly accept it until they put them together themselves. That was certainly true of myself.
Thanks for sharing your perspective, by the way. I've always wondered if it was a purely gradual process for you, or if there was a singular, formative event that solidified your understanding of the JQ like there was for me watching Ben Gleiberman falsely and hypocritically disparage whites (I'd like to see the list of professional jewish basketballers; owners of the teams don't count) on national television.
1 year ago2 points(+0/-0/+2Score on mirror)1 child
> I've always wondered if it was a purely gradual process for you, or if there was a singular, formative event that solidified your understanding of the JQ
For me, the formative event was having my memory stop working during college. That’s the catalyst that send me this direction, at least. The information gathering was still incremental.
1 year ago2 points(+0/-0/+2Score on mirror)2 children
Short and medium term are absolutely fucked. Seems like late Alzheimer’s, but it started when I was 19. If I need to do something–for myself or someone–it has to be done immediately when I think of it otherwise it’s just gone in five minutes. Gone. I no longer have control over what “sticks” in my head. Not stuff I *like* (used to like, at least), not stuff that was *important* (such as lessons I had just drilled an hour before a test; my professors were baffled because I did spectacularly during direct instruction but it was just gone when I was on my own), not “social” things (like whether or not I’ve met or seen someone before, or been somewhere, or…).
Jews stuck. Philosophy stuck. Economics stuck. Politics stuck. At least *in part*. Editing and writing my book has been hell because I often can’t forget something I’ve written even at the beginning of a chapter–never mind in other ones–by the time I get to the end of it. The whole point of my book is to draw all those connections between “seemingly unrelated” parts of life (with internal links to jump from one chapter to another illustrating this precisely) to show the reader what happened, what became of it, ✡who’s✡ responsible, and why they did it. So you can imagine how even being able to go back to find my own references is a problem when the best I can do is remember a two/three word phrase I wrote and use the search function to try to find unique instances of it…
I can’t afford anything other than the most basic medical tests, so there’s not a damned thing I can do to find out what it is. MRI/CAT/etc. would be out of pocket, which is just impossible. Even if I knew what it was, I couldn’t afford whatever treatment there’d be. Nootropics are all hoaxes. “There’s nothing *medically* wrong with you,” said my family doctor. Which is code for “these blood tests alone won’t be able to find anything.”
It’s whatever. I don’t remember a life with a working memory anymore anyway. And I already know how it’s going to end. No sense wasting emotion on it.
>Editing and writing my book has been hell because I often can’t forget something I’ve written even at the beginning of a chapter–never mind in other ones–by the time I get to the end of it. The whole point of my book is to draw all those connections between “seemingly unrelated” parts of life (with internal links to jump from one chapter to another illustrating this precisely) to show the reader what happened, what became of it, ✡who’s✡ responsible, and why they did it.
I think this is something that I find particularly inspiring and admirable: fighting through a life-changing disability to achieve something far greater than oneself. You're kind of like a modern-day Beethoven in that regard. He nearly killed himself when he found out when he was going deaf, and at that point he hadn't even written his 3rd symphony. Instead, he continued to commit himself fully to his craft, even as he became stone cold deaf in later life. That kind of perseverance is a true testament to our people.
I honestly know what you're feeling, although I know the cause of my bad memory and it's not medical. My memory issues are a result of my parents neglecting, malnourishing and isolating me my entire childhood. Basically any discipline I have I had to figure out myself. Memory-wise I feel 30 years older than I actually am and it puts a strain on my marriage because I'm constantly zoning out and forgetting things like some fat boomer.
It definitely took quite a while to fully arrive at that conclusion. It was an incremental process that spanned a few years.
Starting around 2017 I had a brief series of dreams/visions that kickstarted my interest into Christian eschatology. I started watching a lot of End Times videos on YouTube, and as you might expect, a lot of it was premillenial dispensationalist material. So initially, my understanding of Judaism was that it was essentially the Hebrew religion of the Old Testament, nothing more.
Back then, I was still a Trump supporter as well, having fallen for the lies of his 2016 platform, particularly that he was going to take the country back from the "globalists".
Eventually as Trump's presidency passed and it became abundantly clear that he was not going to take a single action vis-a-vis draining the swamp, I became somewhat disillusioned and started looking for other "right-wing" forums. The discourse on r/The_Donald had become boring and stale, though it would not be until 2020 that I stopped supporting Trump entirely. I stumbled upon a popular subreddit named r/CringeAnarchy.
It was there I came across those who would name the jew, though not frequently. But I do recall the harsh negative reaction I would feel towards them, and I would dismiss their claims out of hand. However, it was there I learned about the Talmud, and upon further (albeit cursory) inquiry, it was undeniable that the jewish religion was in fact NOT the Hebrew religion of the Old Testament. The practices and beliefs codified in the Talmud were almost completely contradictory to the Old Testament. I even noticed the similarities between jewish prophecies concerning the moshiach and Christian prophecies concerning the "anti-Christ." I also remember around that time, I came across a jew on an unrelated forum who said he supported abortion, and when I pressed for his reasoning after pointing out that murder is forbidden in the 10 commandments, his answer was "well, I'm *modern day* jewish!"
From that point on, I held that particular jew in contempt because he would always go on about his "jewish" identity, yet he didn't even follow the Torah! He definitely seemed to believe that simply *being* ethnically jewish was enough to make him "special" and was instilled with a sense of unearned ethnic supremacy. The exact same problem Jesus had with the Pharisees.
But I wasn't quite convinced this behavior was endemic to ethnic jews as a whole.
Then one day, sometime in the back half of 2019, I was watching TV at my in-law's house. Nothing good on, of course. Eventually, I change it to the Game Show Network which was broadcasting a show I had never heard of: Idiotest. Right at the start of the show, the host—Ben Gleib—introduced the contestants. When introducing a negress contestant, he asked her if she thought "white people will ever be good at basketball." I thought, "that's weird, why is this white guy making a self-hating anti-white remark?"
And right then, at that very moment, it fully clicked for me:
**"This guy is a jew, isn't he?"**
So, I looked him up. Sure enough, full name Ben Gleiberman, and he possesses Israeli citizenship.
I had seen posts previously about jewish shapeshifting on Cringe Anarchy prior to this, which I originally dismissed offhand as I said before. But this! This was undeniable evidence, and I didn't even go searching for it! It fell right into my lap! That is what astounded me. With conspiracy theories about Freemasons and the Illuminati, there's no real way to *prove* them without joining the organization yourself (good luck, lol). But here was a conspiracy that presented evidence of itself to me, without inquiry. It was incredible!
From there I quickly began to connect the dots of jewish surnames and their connection to things which I had already disdained: degeneracy in the media, post-modernism in the world of art and music, promotion of homosexuality and transsexualism in society, etc. Jewish propaganda is so brazen and so pervasive that it becomes impossible to NOT notice once you've accepted the JQ. There really is no going back. It's both amusing and frustrating looking back on some of [my old political posts from before 2019](https://i.postimg.cc/VNTsRvB8/me-in-2018.png) because it's so clear I'm talking about jews without even being aware of it. I wish I could go back in time and shake some sense into myself.
Regarding the holocaust, there was a brief period after this watershed moment where I still thought "well, Hitler and the Nazis may have been right in their complaints about the jews, but they still took things too far!" That didn't last very long. I had already spent years noticing how the media maligned Trump day in and day out. I thought "if they've been lying about Trump all this time, who's to say these same people aren't also lying about Hitler?" From there, it all came crashing down. Like you, I ran the logistics. Maybe not as extensively as you lol, but you don't need to be a math or physics major to figure out that it simply doesn't add up.
Eventually, r/CringeAnarchy was banned (surprise, surprise). I then joined Voat in late 2019, and that lasted for only a year before it got shut down. Then I immediately came here, having already heard of the consumeproduct.win domain (RIP) from when ConPro got banned from reddit.
Anyway, that's basically my story. Did not mean to go on so long, but I figured if I didn't take the opportunity write it all down now, I probably wouldn't do it any time soon, lol. I suppose my broader point is that it really is something one has to figure out for himself. You can show people all the pieces, but they won't truly accept it until they put them together themselves. That was certainly true of myself.
Thanks for sharing your perspective, by the way. I've always wondered if it was a purely gradual process for you, or if there was a singular, formative event that solidified your understanding of the JQ like there was for me watching Ben Gleiberman falsely and hypocritically disparage whites (I'd like to see the list of professional jewish basketballers; owners of the teams don't count) on national television.
For me, the formative event was having my memory stop working during college. That’s the catalyst that send me this direction, at least. The information gathering was still incremental.
Jews stuck. Philosophy stuck. Economics stuck. Politics stuck. At least *in part*. Editing and writing my book has been hell because I often can’t forget something I’ve written even at the beginning of a chapter–never mind in other ones–by the time I get to the end of it. The whole point of my book is to draw all those connections between “seemingly unrelated” parts of life (with internal links to jump from one chapter to another illustrating this precisely) to show the reader what happened, what became of it, ✡who’s✡ responsible, and why they did it. So you can imagine how even being able to go back to find my own references is a problem when the best I can do is remember a two/three word phrase I wrote and use the search function to try to find unique instances of it…
I can’t afford anything other than the most basic medical tests, so there’s not a damned thing I can do to find out what it is. MRI/CAT/etc. would be out of pocket, which is just impossible. Even if I knew what it was, I couldn’t afford whatever treatment there’d be. Nootropics are all hoaxes. “There’s nothing *medically* wrong with you,” said my family doctor. Which is code for “these blood tests alone won’t be able to find anything.”
It’s whatever. I don’t remember a life with a working memory anymore anyway. And I already know how it’s going to end. No sense wasting emotion on it.
I think this is something that I find particularly inspiring and admirable: fighting through a life-changing disability to achieve something far greater than oneself. You're kind of like a modern-day Beethoven in that regard. He nearly killed himself when he found out when he was going deaf, and at that point he hadn't even written his 3rd symphony. Instead, he continued to commit himself fully to his craft, even as he became stone cold deaf in later life. That kind of perseverance is a true testament to our people.