I honestly know what you're feeling, although I know the cause of my bad memory and it's not medical. My memory issues are a result of my parents neglecting, malnourishing and isolating me my entire childhood. Basically any discipline I have I had to figure out myself. Memory-wise I feel 30 years older than I actually am and it puts a strain on my marriage because I'm constantly zoning out and forgetting things like some fat boomer.