This has been a great read, thank you for sharing. I don't agree with everything, I am more on the relentless side of things. And justice isn't really on top of my list, but with my vision, it's an expected byprodyuct of something greater. It's quite a relief to read something like this however.
"Thank You Jesus!" "I praise thee", The Simpsons made fun of this non responsibilty type passive Christianity with Homer going "Dear Jeebus" Then God responding, "do what feels right, as long as you are a good person in your heart."
One big red flag from my old church was that it slowly became mostly 50 and above with the occasional grandchild but you'd rarely see the adult children of the Pastors and Deacons at church.