I just wanted to post a prayer request here, my mother has been under some pretty intense spiritual attack recently, and I could really use prayers for her.
You are viewing a single comment's thread. View all
2
Knight_Of_Saint_John on scored.co
1 year ago2 points(+0/-0/+2Score on mirror)2 children
1 year ago4 points(+0/-0/+4Score on mirror)1 child
That's one hell of an inner turmoil she gotta conquer
I remember my first week on the JQ, it took a while to digest but ultimately logic prevailed over emotion
But also autism, i revealed my newfound truth to all of my "friends" and lost all of them at once, you should really be careful to who you reveal your findings, and how.
1 year ago8 points(+0/-0/+8Score on mirror)1 child
>I remember my first week on the JQ, it took a while to digest but ultimately logic prevailed over emotion
I don’t know if it’s uncommon, but “the jews” was the *last* thing I came to. It began on /x/ because I thought alien/cryptid/conspiracy threads were funny at worst and lateral-thinking-interesting at best. And that’s where I learned about basically everything the government is doing to us. /pol/ was years away from being created, so /x/ was where people who posted truth had to go. And any time a jew or holocaust thread came up, I’d just gloss over it. I never held any conscious thoughts about it, but the effect, if put to words, would have been “This is just well poisoning nonsense.”
But eventually enough jewish surnames piled up in all the other threads that I gave one a go. And then I did the math on my own, with pencil and paper. “Oh. I see.” And then I bought a complete copy of the 1947 *Encyclopaedia Britannica* and copies of the 1936, 1937, 1946, and 1947 *World Almanac & Book of Facts* (because anyone can use photoshop to make anything say anything) and… it was all true.
>you should really be careful to who you reveal your findings, and how.
1 year ago2 points(+0/-0/+2Score on mirror)1 child
>I don’t know if it’s uncommon, but “the jews” was the last thing I came to.
It definitely took quite a while to fully arrive at that conclusion. It was an incremental process that spanned a few years.
Starting around 2017 I had a brief series of dreams/visions that kickstarted my interest into Christian eschatology. I started watching a lot of End Times videos on YouTube, and as you might expect, a lot of it was premillenial dispensationalist material. So initially, my understanding of Judaism was that it was essentially the Hebrew religion of the Old Testament, nothing more.
Back then, I was still a Trump supporter as well, having fallen for the lies of his 2016 platform, particularly that he was going to take the country back from the "globalists".
Eventually as Trump's presidency passed and it became abundantly clear that he was not going to take a single action vis-a-vis draining the swamp, I became somewhat disillusioned and started looking for other "right-wing" forums. The discourse on r/The_Donald had become boring and stale, though it would not be until 2020 that I stopped supporting Trump entirely. I stumbled upon a popular subreddit named r/CringeAnarchy.
It was there I came across those who would name the jew, though not frequently. But I do recall the harsh negative reaction I would feel towards them, and I would dismiss their claims out of hand. However, it was there I learned about the Talmud, and upon further (albeit cursory) inquiry, it was undeniable that the jewish religion was in fact NOT the Hebrew religion of the Old Testament. The practices and beliefs codified in the Talmud were almost completely contradictory to the Old Testament. I even noticed the similarities between jewish prophecies concerning the moshiach and Christian prophecies concerning the "anti-Christ." I also remember around that time, I came across a jew on an unrelated forum who said he supported abortion, and when I pressed for his reasoning after pointing out that murder is forbidden in the 10 commandments, his answer was "well, I'm *modern day* jewish!"
From that point on, I held that particular jew in contempt because he would always go on about his "jewish" identity, yet he didn't even follow the Torah! He definitely seemed to believe that simply *being* ethnically jewish was enough to make him "special" and was instilled with a sense of unearned ethnic supremacy. The exact same problem Jesus had with the Pharisees.
But I wasn't quite convinced this behavior was endemic to ethnic jews as a whole.
Then one day, sometime in the back half of 2019, I was watching TV at my in-law's house. Nothing good on, of course. Eventually, I change it to the Game Show Network which was broadcasting a show I had never heard of: Idiotest. Right at the start of the show, the host—Ben Gleib—introduced the contestants. When introducing a negress contestant, he asked her if she thought "white people will ever be good at basketball." I thought, "that's weird, why is this white guy making a self-hating anti-white remark?"
And right then, at that very moment, it fully clicked for me:
**"This guy is a jew, isn't he?"**
So, I looked him up. Sure enough, full name Ben Gleiberman, and he possesses Israeli citizenship.
I had seen posts previously about jewish shapeshifting on Cringe Anarchy prior to this, which I originally dismissed offhand as I said before. But this! This was undeniable evidence, and I didn't even go searching for it! It fell right into my lap! That is what astounded me. With conspiracy theories about Freemasons and the Illuminati, there's no real way to *prove* them without joining the organization yourself (good luck, lol). But here was a conspiracy that presented evidence of itself to me, without inquiry. It was incredible!
From there I quickly began to connect the dots of jewish surnames and their connection to things which I had already disdained: degeneracy in the media, post-modernism in the world of art and music, promotion of homosexuality and transsexualism in society, etc. Jewish propaganda is so brazen and so pervasive that it becomes impossible to NOT notice once you've accepted the JQ. There really is no going back. It's both amusing and frustrating looking back on some of [my old political posts from before 2019](https://i.postimg.cc/VNTsRvB8/me-in-2018.png) because it's so clear I'm talking about jews without even being aware of it. I wish I could go back in time and shake some sense into myself.
Regarding the holocaust, there was a brief period after this watershed moment where I still thought "well, Hitler and the Nazis may have been right in their complaints about the jews, but they still took things too far!" That didn't last very long. I had already spent years noticing how the media maligned Trump day in and day out. I thought "if they've been lying about Trump all this time, who's to say these same people aren't also lying about Hitler?" From there, it all came crashing down. Like you, I ran the logistics. Maybe not as extensively as you lol, but you don't need to be a math or physics major to figure out that it simply doesn't add up.
Eventually, r/CringeAnarchy was banned (surprise, surprise). I then joined Voat in late 2019, and that lasted for only a year before it got shut down. Then I immediately came here, having already heard of the consumeproduct.win domain (RIP) from when ConPro got banned from reddit.
Anyway, that's basically my story. Did not mean to go on so long, but I figured if I didn't take the opportunity write it all down now, I probably wouldn't do it any time soon, lol. I suppose my broader point is that it really is something one has to figure out for himself. You can show people all the pieces, but they won't truly accept it until they put them together themselves. That was certainly true of myself.
Thanks for sharing your perspective, by the way. I've always wondered if it was a purely gradual process for you, or if there was a singular, formative event that solidified your understanding of the JQ like there was for me watching Ben Gleiberman falsely and hypocritically disparage whites (I'd like to see the list of professional jewish basketballers; owners of the teams don't count) on national television.
1 year ago2 points(+0/-0/+2Score on mirror)1 child
> I've always wondered if it was a purely gradual process for you, or if there was a singular, formative event that solidified your understanding of the JQ
For me, the formative event was having my memory stop working during college. That’s the catalyst that send me this direction, at least. The information gathering was still incremental.
1 year ago1 point(+0/-0/+1Score on mirror)5 children
She's being convinced she's going to hell and that nothing can save her, she's always had a history of depression, but recently its gotten to the point its actively killing her, and weve tried everything from medication to electroshock, and none of it has worked. Once all the natural solutions have been ruled out, the only answer can be something supernatural. Its obviously not possession, but I'm certain that there is some demonic component to her condition, and no amount of jew created chemicals will fix that.
We're not condemned to hell for the sins we commit, but for the sins we cling to (what we don't repent of, feel too guilty of). Jesus's sacrifice was enough to redeem us all, regardless of the magnitude of sin.
May God bless your mother and enter her heart, to show her His wisdom and redemption. I went through a similar experience. Just be there for your mom, and listen to her problems.
1 year ago3 points(+0/-0/+3Score on mirror)1 child
I went through this recently. It was 2 hours of hell. Actually, it was 60 seconds of hell, and 2 hours of processing the "experience". I may have killed myself in despair if my mother wasn't there to hold me. This isn't something that can be fixed by medicine, only complete repentance and humbling. She must desire and ask to be a child of God again.
Whats she's going through isnt as intense, but she seems to be constantly battered by it. Ive tried my best to help, but theres only so much an autistic retard like me can do besides asking her repeatedly to seek help outside of the judeo-pharmaceutical complex that has only made her sicker.
Ive been trying, she saw one for a few weeks and then quit because she expects immediate results and Ive been trying to tell her healing will take time. Hopefully this time will make her consider it more seriously.
Ask her why she believes that she is going to hell.
If she is suffering scruples then answer is increased charity and virtuous character. Pray with her 5 times a day.
If it is something more.. like the disbelief or wavering believe in God, or Christ.. then again prayer, meditation. Listen to religious music. Read the Gospel with her.
Thank you, I think it might be something to do with scrupulosity and also some lack of humility, exacerbated by what we are pretty sure is some demonic influence. She's outright said she thinks God is sending her to Hell, which she should know better considering such thinking is against the Catholic faith. We sent her to an exorcist to try and help, but she refused to keep up with the prayers he assigned her, and then stopped seeing him after a few weeks. Ive told her repeatedly that nothing will change if she doesnt go through with at least trying.
I remember my first week on the JQ, it took a while to digest but ultimately logic prevailed over emotion
But also autism, i revealed my newfound truth to all of my "friends" and lost all of them at once, you should really be careful to who you reveal your findings, and how.
I don’t know if it’s uncommon, but “the jews” was the *last* thing I came to. It began on /x/ because I thought alien/cryptid/conspiracy threads were funny at worst and lateral-thinking-interesting at best. And that’s where I learned about basically everything the government is doing to us. /pol/ was years away from being created, so /x/ was where people who posted truth had to go. And any time a jew or holocaust thread came up, I’d just gloss over it. I never held any conscious thoughts about it, but the effect, if put to words, would have been “This is just well poisoning nonsense.”
But eventually enough jewish surnames piled up in all the other threads that I gave one a go. And then I did the math on my own, with pencil and paper. “Oh. I see.” And then I bought a complete copy of the 1947 *Encyclopaedia Britannica* and copies of the 1936, 1937, 1946, and 1947 *World Almanac & Book of Facts* (because anyone can use photoshop to make anything say anything) and… it was all true.
>you should really be careful to who you reveal your findings, and how.
Goddamned shame, really.
It definitely took quite a while to fully arrive at that conclusion. It was an incremental process that spanned a few years.
Starting around 2017 I had a brief series of dreams/visions that kickstarted my interest into Christian eschatology. I started watching a lot of End Times videos on YouTube, and as you might expect, a lot of it was premillenial dispensationalist material. So initially, my understanding of Judaism was that it was essentially the Hebrew religion of the Old Testament, nothing more.
Back then, I was still a Trump supporter as well, having fallen for the lies of his 2016 platform, particularly that he was going to take the country back from the "globalists".
Eventually as Trump's presidency passed and it became abundantly clear that he was not going to take a single action vis-a-vis draining the swamp, I became somewhat disillusioned and started looking for other "right-wing" forums. The discourse on r/The_Donald had become boring and stale, though it would not be until 2020 that I stopped supporting Trump entirely. I stumbled upon a popular subreddit named r/CringeAnarchy.
It was there I came across those who would name the jew, though not frequently. But I do recall the harsh negative reaction I would feel towards them, and I would dismiss their claims out of hand. However, it was there I learned about the Talmud, and upon further (albeit cursory) inquiry, it was undeniable that the jewish religion was in fact NOT the Hebrew religion of the Old Testament. The practices and beliefs codified in the Talmud were almost completely contradictory to the Old Testament. I even noticed the similarities between jewish prophecies concerning the moshiach and Christian prophecies concerning the "anti-Christ." I also remember around that time, I came across a jew on an unrelated forum who said he supported abortion, and when I pressed for his reasoning after pointing out that murder is forbidden in the 10 commandments, his answer was "well, I'm *modern day* jewish!"
From that point on, I held that particular jew in contempt because he would always go on about his "jewish" identity, yet he didn't even follow the Torah! He definitely seemed to believe that simply *being* ethnically jewish was enough to make him "special" and was instilled with a sense of unearned ethnic supremacy. The exact same problem Jesus had with the Pharisees.
But I wasn't quite convinced this behavior was endemic to ethnic jews as a whole.
Then one day, sometime in the back half of 2019, I was watching TV at my in-law's house. Nothing good on, of course. Eventually, I change it to the Game Show Network which was broadcasting a show I had never heard of: Idiotest. Right at the start of the show, the host—Ben Gleib—introduced the contestants. When introducing a negress contestant, he asked her if she thought "white people will ever be good at basketball." I thought, "that's weird, why is this white guy making a self-hating anti-white remark?"
And right then, at that very moment, it fully clicked for me:
**"This guy is a jew, isn't he?"**
So, I looked him up. Sure enough, full name Ben Gleiberman, and he possesses Israeli citizenship.
I had seen posts previously about jewish shapeshifting on Cringe Anarchy prior to this, which I originally dismissed offhand as I said before. But this! This was undeniable evidence, and I didn't even go searching for it! It fell right into my lap! That is what astounded me. With conspiracy theories about Freemasons and the Illuminati, there's no real way to *prove* them without joining the organization yourself (good luck, lol). But here was a conspiracy that presented evidence of itself to me, without inquiry. It was incredible!
From there I quickly began to connect the dots of jewish surnames and their connection to things which I had already disdained: degeneracy in the media, post-modernism in the world of art and music, promotion of homosexuality and transsexualism in society, etc. Jewish propaganda is so brazen and so pervasive that it becomes impossible to NOT notice once you've accepted the JQ. There really is no going back. It's both amusing and frustrating looking back on some of [my old political posts from before 2019](https://i.postimg.cc/VNTsRvB8/me-in-2018.png) because it's so clear I'm talking about jews without even being aware of it. I wish I could go back in time and shake some sense into myself.
Regarding the holocaust, there was a brief period after this watershed moment where I still thought "well, Hitler and the Nazis may have been right in their complaints about the jews, but they still took things too far!" That didn't last very long. I had already spent years noticing how the media maligned Trump day in and day out. I thought "if they've been lying about Trump all this time, who's to say these same people aren't also lying about Hitler?" From there, it all came crashing down. Like you, I ran the logistics. Maybe not as extensively as you lol, but you don't need to be a math or physics major to figure out that it simply doesn't add up.
Eventually, r/CringeAnarchy was banned (surprise, surprise). I then joined Voat in late 2019, and that lasted for only a year before it got shut down. Then I immediately came here, having already heard of the consumeproduct.win domain (RIP) from when ConPro got banned from reddit.
Anyway, that's basically my story. Did not mean to go on so long, but I figured if I didn't take the opportunity write it all down now, I probably wouldn't do it any time soon, lol. I suppose my broader point is that it really is something one has to figure out for himself. You can show people all the pieces, but they won't truly accept it until they put them together themselves. That was certainly true of myself.
Thanks for sharing your perspective, by the way. I've always wondered if it was a purely gradual process for you, or if there was a singular, formative event that solidified your understanding of the JQ like there was for me watching Ben Gleiberman falsely and hypocritically disparage whites (I'd like to see the list of professional jewish basketballers; owners of the teams don't count) on national television.
For me, the formative event was having my memory stop working during college. That’s the catalyst that send me this direction, at least. The information gathering was still incremental.
May God bless your mother and enter her heart, to show her His wisdom and redemption. I went through a similar experience. Just be there for your mom, and listen to her problems.
If she is suffering scruples then answer is increased charity and virtuous character. Pray with her 5 times a day.
If it is something more.. like the disbelief or wavering believe in God, or Christ.. then again prayer, meditation. Listen to religious music. Read the Gospel with her.
She has my prayers brother.
Just give her saint John's wort extract and she'll be back to normal