I fly fish. That has alway been my escape, I rode my bicycle that i built, that was my escape, I restored cars, semis, built engines and transmissions. That was my escape, i built furniture and other wood craft and sculptures, that was my escape, i wood make things out of stone, that was my escape. I studied things that only mattered to me while i was in school, triple major threw university, infectious disease medicine, mechanical engineering, and chemical engineering. Dropped out because of how fake and gay everything was. So i did it at home because it was meaningful. But depression and a worthless piece of shit family did me in on top of knowing that hat i know about the mentality jewed out world
Plan accordingly.
You will never have fun in mental competitions so find some other arena to compete in and satiate that need.
Our civilization was built by high IQ people. Figure out how they did it. That's how they coped.