I fly fish. That has alway been my escape, I rode my bicycle that i built, that was my escape, I restored cars, semis, built engines and transmissions. That was my escape, i built furniture and other wood craft and sculptures, that was my escape, i wood make things out of stone, that was my escape. I studied things that only mattered to me while i was in school, triple major threw university, infectious disease medicine, mechanical engineering, and chemical engineering. Dropped out because of how fake and gay everything was. So i did it at home because it was meaningful. But depression and a worthless piece of shit family did me in on top of knowing that hat i know about the mentality jewed out world