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Captain_Raamsley on scored.co
1 year ago6 points(+0/-0/+6Score on mirror)3 children
I know that this is a type of selfishness. I owe everything I have and am to God, and not persevering would be spitting in his face. But something is missing that I need. I need prayer more now than ever. I feel like an empty pit. A creature who's use is over.
If indeed you hold that God has created all things, then know he has also created for you the "empty pit" according to your positions, whether you understand it or not. And therefore, to be against this miserable feeling you have - which is His creation - is spitting in His face already.
By rejecting your Nature as it is, you are at odds with Creation itself. And any attempt to contrive a way out of it (eg. "persevering") creates another Nature which compensates for the old. But as you know, the old remains and its simply a matter of time before you are back in "the pit".
To persue the fulfillment of needs will always be the way of Death. If you want Life, then your prayer will be to listen to Him until such need exhausts itself.
If have believed you are a "useful creature" until now, then you have already died some time ago. Thoughts of "utility" and "worth" are artifices of Man. Needs to be met. God laughs, wondering when you will be finished with these.
By rejecting your Nature as it is, you are at odds with Creation itself. And any attempt to contrive a way out of it (eg. "persevering") creates another Nature which compensates for the old. But as you know, the old remains and its simply a matter of time before you are back in "the pit".
To persue the fulfillment of needs will always be the way of Death. If you want Life, then your prayer will be to listen to Him until such need exhausts itself.
If have believed you are a "useful creature" until now, then you have already died some time ago. Thoughts of "utility" and "worth" are artifices of Man. Needs to be met. God laughs, wondering when you will be finished with these.