1 year ago6 points(+0/-0/+6Score on mirror)3 children
I know that this is a type of selfishness. I owe everything I have and am to God, and not persevering would be spitting in his face. But something is missing that I need. I need prayer more now than ever. I feel like an empty pit. A creature who's use is over.
If indeed you hold that God has created all things, then know he has also created for you the "empty pit" according to your positions, whether you understand it or not. And therefore, to be against this miserable feeling you have - which is His creation - is spitting in His face already.
By rejecting your Nature as it is, you are at odds with Creation itself. And any attempt to contrive a way out of it (eg. "persevering") creates another Nature which compensates for the old. But as you know, the old remains and its simply a matter of time before you are back in "the pit".
To persue the fulfillment of needs will always be the way of Death. If you want Life, then your prayer will be to listen to Him until such need exhausts itself.
If have believed you are a "useful creature" until now, then you have already died some time ago. Thoughts of "utility" and "worth" are artifices of Man. Needs to be met. God laughs, wondering when you will be finished with these.
totally normal to feel that way, this (((world))) is absolute garbage. What helps me is realizing that a) i need to be better than all the normal scum. Simple as really, if you look and behave just like a normie, what good are you? normies are scum, be better.
and b) you (that means everyone) have certain obligations to others. Obligations that even if no one follows, you should at least, what i mean is you should see it as if you are responsible to someone. For example think upon an image of your ancestors, or Christ, or Tyr, whatever you like, and think, are you acting in a manner that they would approve of? If not obviously change that.
Even normies themselves are drawn to high gravitas men and as long as you can lead by example so to speak and present your ideas in an attractive (literally) way they will follow your example. They are easily lead and weaponized, it's just that now they leash is in the hand of the jew.
For example let's say a normie aspires to engage and be "successful" in the so called hookup culture, but then they see you as someone attractive, jacked perhaps, and they see you with a wife in a healthy stable marriage leading a traditional life. They will instinctively look up to you and try to emulate you.
Our ideas are good, you just need to live up to them to the best of your ability. If we were wrong we wouldn't be here after so long
1 year ago2 points(+0/-0/+2Score on mirror)1 child
>Become yourself: an injunction addressed only to a few, and which to an even smaller number appears redundant. One can see now how problematic is the very point that has hitherto seemed fixed: fidelity to oneself, the absolute, autonomous law based on one’s own “being,” when it is formulated in general and abstract terms. Everything is subject to debate—a situation accurately exemplified by characters in Dostoyevsky, like Raskolnikov or Stavrogin. At the moment when they are thrown back on their own naked will, trying to prove it to themselves with an absolute action, they collapse; they collapse precisely because they are divided beings, because they are deluded concerning their true nature and their real strength. Their freedom is turned against them and destroys them
Family is the answer. What other reason is there to perform when the jewish world takes a cut from every action? People put up with it for their families.
People with families are sufficiently motivated to tolerate it for the sake of their duty to the family, but people without families are facing all that built up exploitation without a sufficient motive. The value proposition for enduring all those pinprick wounds is insufficient.
All that jewish bullshit is meant to compete against our willpower to provide for our families, so people who are out there facing it for no family are being raped at "Men will endure this for the sake of their children" levels... without any children to endure it for.
When you realize that motivation, ambition, and persuit are tricks that you fell for, you will begin to come into the light.
As a child, you did not require these contrivances. As an adult, your life is miserable without them. How did that happen? By your own hand. You were baited into living artificially and are experiencing the cost.
Don't feel bad about it though. All humans have been programmed this way since the days of Ur. Which is why everywhere here extolls the virtue of having "purpose" not realizing it is a carefully crafted mind-disease and a fundamental lever of mass control. Having mastered the science of conciousness, the Men at the Top ensure you chase Thought (ideas of what should/not be) until death.
But even the "searching person" does not want the truth of the Natural mind. He wants something to solve, something to live for, and something to conquer. So be it.
By rejecting your Nature as it is, you are at odds with Creation itself. And any attempt to contrive a way out of it (eg. "persevering") creates another Nature which compensates for the old. But as you know, the old remains and its simply a matter of time before you are back in "the pit".
To persue the fulfillment of needs will always be the way of Death. If you want Life, then your prayer will be to listen to Him until such need exhausts itself.
If have believed you are a "useful creature" until now, then you have already died some time ago. Thoughts of "utility" and "worth" are artifices of Man. Needs to be met. God laughs, wondering when you will be finished with these.