I feel like I'm living in the Truman show.
I have been addicted to porn and jerking off for the last 10 years. There has been a literal voice in my head telling me to jerk off and also it feels like pleasure chemicals are released in my head at the mere thought of watching porn.
One time I white knuckled pure sexual abstinence for an entire year. During this time I started having consistent vivid nightly sleep paralysis sessions with demons raping and mutilating me coupled with wet dreams.
Now everytime sleep paralysis happens when I do nofap.
Recently I read an Epstein file where jews talk about V2K voice to skull tech in satellites and cell towers being deployed in 2013-2016 (exact time when this all started happening to me). People report having demons attack and rape them in their dreams.
Decided to shell out some money on thousands of dollars of anti-EMF gear. Anti-EMF hats, anti-EMF sleeping tent, anti-EMF pendant. Didn't expect anything to happen.
Get on nofap and start sleeping in my anti-EMF tent. Sleep paralysis demon arrives at night and I see him try to break into my tent but he can't and gives up (LOL!).
Also for the past few years normgroids have been extremely rude and aggressive to me for no reason at all. Now for the past month of anti-EMF measures the NPCs are going out of their way to be EXTREMELY OVERLY nice to me. Everyone is trying to be friends with me.
Literal jewish space lasers.
imo the problem with porn is more downstream from problems of feminism in society, i.e. people looking at porn probably wouldn't be doing so if they were married
Hence I look at the issue somewhat more like a "starving person stealing bread"; we don't say it's ok to steal bread but it's in the context of unjust circumstances
So, continue on your fight to be pure, but also maybe be kind towards yourself in your struggle
(P.s. anti-emf measures sound interesting and I'd like to try some just to see what happens)