I feel like I'm living in the Truman show.
I have been addicted to porn and jerking off for the last 10 years. There has been a literal voice in my head telling me to jerk off and also it feels like pleasure chemicals are released in my head at the mere thought of watching porn.
One time I white knuckled pure sexual abstinence for an entire year. During this time I started having consistent vivid nightly sleep paralysis sessions with demons raping and mutilating me coupled with wet dreams.
Now everytime sleep paralysis happens when I do nofap.
Recently I read an Epstein file where jews talk about V2K voice to skull tech in satellites and cell towers being deployed in 2013-2016 (exact time when this all started happening to me). People report having demons attack and rape them in their dreams.
Decided to shell out some money on thousands of dollars of anti-EMF gear. Anti-EMF hats, anti-EMF sleeping tent, anti-EMF pendant. Didn't expect anything to happen.
Get on nofap and start sleeping in my anti-EMF tent. Sleep paralysis demon arrives at night and I see him try to break into my tent but he can't and gives up (LOL!).
Also for the past few years normgroids have been extremely rude and aggressive to me for no reason at all. Now for the past month of anti-EMF measures the NPCs are going out of their way to be EXTREMELY OVERLY nice to me. Everyone is trying to be friends with me.
Literal jewish space lasers.
>also it feels like pleasure chemicals are released in my head at the mere thought of watching porn.
Exactly. The body conditions itself to the intake or release of certain chemicals at certain times. Messing up your circadian rhythms by altering those chemicals (or denying their release) will cause all sorts of backlash as the body adjusts.
>…I white knuckled pure sexual abstinence… …consistent vivid nightly sleep paralysis sessions… …me coupled with wet dreams.
Completely understandable. The body goes, “What do you *mean* I don’t get to experience the happy time chemicals anymore?!” and lashes out by attempting to force them. Overproduction of the precursors (in order to force the response) could easily result in the manifestation of dream-based side effects. “I am going through trauma; trauma is associated with demons; I am experiencing demons.”
>V2K voice to skull tech
Like the Havana Syndrome claims? Sure. I wouldn’t put it past literal demons (jews) to use that on the population at large. But you have to wonder about the context. You can’t doxx yourself, obviously, but are you important enough for it to be happening to you *if no one else around you* is also experiencing it?
>Sleep paralysis demon arrives at night and I see him try to break into my tent but he can't and gives up
*This* seems more like a subconscious defensive mechanism. It’s a mental construct your brain has created for itself that lets it understand what’s happening. I’m *not* saying it’s a placebo, because there are absolutely several unhealthy things associated with excess (or proximity to) EMF.
I care less about the particulars than about the results you’ve achieved. Having gone through this hardship–real, imagined, projected, or otherwise–you won’t fall back into the lifestyle you once had. Deus Vult, brother. Congratulations.