I've posted two topics on this already but I wanted to post another because the impacts have changed.
For those that don't know, enclomiphene essentially doubles my natural T production and at my current T levels, that means I'm at the peak for natural production for a man. This isn't steroids because it doesn't replace production, it enhances production.
The reason I wanted to post the report of my experience is because I think low-T is actually a bigger problem than people realize in society.
Report: At around the 30 day mark, anytime I took the pill, the impacts were very noticeable. Less than an hour later, I'd start contemplating how to kill my enemies. I'd be going over in my head all the exits to my business and if anyone tried to steal things, I'd be thinking about different ways I could take them out. My sex drive was way up. My mental clarity was up. I hated the jews more and wanted to do more (though I never did but the motivation was there). Anything I did, I did with more confidence and my anxiety for anything was significantly lowered. My energy levels were also way up when the pill peaked.
After the 30 day mark, I've noticed some differences. This is to be expected because apparently, your body (mind) needs time to adjust to the higher T levels. This happens with people who cycle steroids too. Initially, the impacts are far more pronounced. After the 30 days, the thoughts have subsided. I'm back to "normal" per se but the mental clarity is still noticeably there. Anything I do, I do with greater purpose and confidence. It's just now I feel fully on control. No chaotic high-T thoughts or actions. I've noticed that my emotions are way more under control. When people talk about men vs. women regarding emotions, I think a lot of people are basing the differences between lower T men and women where the differences are less pronounced. With high T, I've noticed so much more control over my emotions. Not emotionless but emotions that are caused by non-real things (alcohol, drugs, people who truly mean nothing, etc...) have very limited impact on me. When the emotions are based on real things, they're still just as strong if not stronger but "false" emotions have little impact on me. Overall, I'm pretty much just me except not pulled emotionally in the wrong directions for false realities and I have way more mental clarity in anything I do. I sometimes would speak before I thought because my speaking and thinking weren't in sync but with the higher T, that's not the case at all. There's no delay in my speech and I say exactly what I meant to. The connection between thoughts and words is much more fluid.
If you ever wondered how guys in the past chose to be celibate warriors and you're like, fuck I could never do that, then this is the explanation, imo. I used to jerk off daily prior to using this but I haven't jerked off in well over a week because I just haven't seen the point because it's a "false emotion", yet if I fucked a girl, I'd be way more dominant and in control than I would have been prior to. I feel like our ancestors definitely had higher T which explains how there acted compared to now.
For those that don't know, enclomiphene essentially doubles my natural T production and at my current T levels, that means I'm at the peak for natural production for a man. This isn't steroids because it doesn't replace production, it enhances production.
The reason I wanted to post the report of my experience is because I think low-T is actually a bigger problem than people realize in society.
Report: At around the 30 day mark, anytime I took the pill, the impacts were very noticeable. Less than an hour later, I'd start contemplating how to kill my enemies. I'd be going over in my head all the exits to my business and if anyone tried to steal things, I'd be thinking about different ways I could take them out. My sex drive was way up. My mental clarity was up. I hated the jews more and wanted to do more (though I never did but the motivation was there). Anything I did, I did with more confidence and my anxiety for anything was significantly lowered. My energy levels were also way up when the pill peaked.
After the 30 day mark, I've noticed some differences. This is to be expected because apparently, your body (mind) needs time to adjust to the higher T levels. This happens with people who cycle steroids too. Initially, the impacts are far more pronounced. After the 30 days, the thoughts have subsided. I'm back to "normal" per se but the mental clarity is still noticeably there. Anything I do, I do with greater purpose and confidence. It's just now I feel fully on control. No chaotic high-T thoughts or actions. I've noticed that my emotions are way more under control. When people talk about men vs. women regarding emotions, I think a lot of people are basing the differences between lower T men and women where the differences are less pronounced. With high T, I've noticed so much more control over my emotions. Not emotionless but emotions that are caused by non-real things (alcohol, drugs, people who truly mean nothing, etc...) have very limited impact on me. When the emotions are based on real things, they're still just as strong if not stronger but "false" emotions have little impact on me. Overall, I'm pretty much just me except not pulled emotionally in the wrong directions for false realities and I have way more mental clarity in anything I do. I sometimes would speak before I thought because my speaking and thinking weren't in sync but with the higher T, that's not the case at all. There's no delay in my speech and I say exactly what I meant to. The connection between thoughts and words is much more fluid.
If you ever wondered how guys in the past chose to be celibate warriors and you're like, fuck I could never do that, then this is the explanation, imo. I used to jerk off daily prior to using this but I haven't jerked off in well over a week because I just haven't seen the point because it's a "false emotion", yet if I fucked a girl, I'd be way more dominant and in control than I would have been prior to. I feel like our ancestors definitely had higher T which explains how there acted compared to now.