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its probably insurgent
do whack this fool?
do whack this fool?
Looks like that demoralization mgtow guy who keeps making new accounts to whine about how bad his life is. And thwn when anyone tries to give him advice, he just goes on about how that won't work for him and everything is awful.
I'm not a MGTOW, I'm an incel, besides the MGTOW fags don't want me either and they keep banning me.
I want you to go pick a fight.
You need a victory or you need an ass whooping. I think it will be healthy for you. You need a good punch in your face for being a crybaby faggot.
For one thing, you weren't born in India, despite the high odds you could have been. Where's your fucking gratitude?
I'm out here working my ass off rain or shine, in the cold and the rain or in the summer heat and humidity. When i knock off work and come home to laugh at some Supreme White Nationalist memes and plot impaling all these satanic kikes, i don't want to see your whiny comments.
You need a victory or you need an ass whooping. I think it will be healthy for you. You need a good punch in your face for being a crybaby faggot.
For one thing, you weren't born in India, despite the high odds you could have been. Where's your fucking gratitude?
I'm out here working my ass off rain or shine, in the cold and the rain or in the summer heat and humidity. When i knock off work and come home to laugh at some Supreme White Nationalist memes and plot impaling all these satanic kikes, i don't want to see your whiny comments.
Pretty sure it's that bixnood faggot. Though we've seen a few variations of this: new account whining about how miserable it is but completely disregards all genuine advice given.
I'm not disregarding advice, I'm pointing out why it doesn't work for me.
Why do you even ask for advice when you're going to reject it all without trying? Are you a professional demoralizer working at Elgin, or just a sad retard?
You need God. You won't find God in 99% of modern/Catholic/Orthodox Churches either, so study Christian Identity and you'll rapidly improve. Since it correctly and factually explains your identity as a White man and how non-Whites, especially jews, cannot and have never been Christian.
Nothing new to me, still doesn't solve the lack of enjoyment and purpose in my life, I'll still die a homeless genetic dead end and our race is still on the path to extinction so knowing my place changes nothing.
Battlefield 6 is fun, but I get way too addicted and it ends up making me dysfunctional, so I decided to quit yesterday. Wish me luck.
Other than that, I’ve just been enjoying inner peace (ask me how if you’re curious), and appreciating beautiful people & beautiful views.
Other than that, I’ve just been enjoying inner peace (ask me how if you’re curious), and appreciating beautiful people & beautiful views.
You should start reading.
annas-archive.org for digital copies
annas-archive.org for digital copies
As I said, nothing interests me so I don't know where I'd begin or what I'd read.
What do you mean nothing interests you? What do you use the internet for?
pretty much just browsing here and complaining about not having a woman.
Then develop interests. Try things out. Try reading, do hiking, go bodybuilding, go to church, try playing a music instrument, try doing a new job, go do survival stuff in the woods, build something, learn to code, politically organize, or just organize people for something.
If you do neither of these or something else, it's a you-problem. And nothing and nobody except you yourself can help you.
If you do neither of these or something else, it's a you-problem. And nothing and nobody except you yourself can help you.
Forcing myself to just go through the motions of doing thnigs that I have no genuine interest in wouldn't solve anything, I've done it before and it doesn't fix anything, it's just is a source of stress and obligation which is the opposite of what I'm looking for. Trying to get enjoyment out of life shouldn't feel like an unpaid job.
Go exercise fatty.
I'm not overweight, I just don't have anything going for me in life.
Every man needs a purpose. You may have a job, but you need something to work towards, either a hobby, starting your own business, perfecting a skill, something. I started learning how to do my own car maintenance, and it helped me feel better about myself.
Also, find local friends with similar interests. We are a social species, and we wither alone.
Also, find local friends with similar interests. We are a social species, and we wither alone.
Much easier said than done, I've spent most of my life trying to build a social life only to end up with up basically alone and with crippling social anxiety due to a lifetime of rejection.
Well stop asking for advice then. You only want to bitch and moan about your lot; like you're the first fuckin person to ever be depressed.
Stand it like a man, or punch your own ticket. Those are your options.
Stand it like a man, or punch your own ticket. Those are your options.
Why woudln't I ask for advice so I could hopefully escpae my situation? And why would I kill myself when everyone else around me gets to live lives they clearly don't deserve while they've done nothing to alleviate my suffering? They're the ones who should be killed, not me.
Thanks for confirming what I already suspected: you ARE that bixnood faggot.
You are miserable because you're a shitty person. No one owes you happiness; in fact it seems like you are getting what you deserve. A petty, envious, cancerous little worm that only wishes to spread misery.
It's good you've taken yourself out of the gene pool with your shitty decision making & rotten soul, and you should take yourself out of the population altogether next.
You are miserable because you're a shitty person. No one owes you happiness; in fact it seems like you are getting what you deserve. A petty, envious, cancerous little worm that only wishes to spread misery.
It's good you've taken yourself out of the gene pool with your shitty decision making & rotten soul, and you should take yourself out of the population altogether next.
The thing that brings me the most enjoyment is learning a skill. Don't get off the internet, just go places where you can learn something useful. All this political ideology is great to learn but once you know what's going on its time to move on, it becomes detrimental to linger here.
This is just a stopgap suggestion, but try exercising. Develop a fitness plan. Vary it with some gym exercising and something else like running. It's helped me quite a lot.
To be honest, I feel exactly the same way, although I'm retired and don't want a woman. I'm completely out of current pop culture and have no idea what's current on TV or what passes for music these days, and that's intentional because it's all designed for demoralization.
It's very difficult for me to remain positive and happy when I know how terrible everything is, so I avoid anything that saddens, depresses, or demoralizes me and just enjoy what makes me happy. It's the same with food, since I know nearly everything available is garbage, so I won't put anything in my body that might degrade me.
But ultimately, until you can find friends who share your sense of alienation and demoralization, you're going to be lonely and you'll have to learn to live with that. It's possible no one will completely understand how you feel because most people are brainwashed and are coping with their own lives just as you are.
To be honest, I feel exactly the same way, although I'm retired and don't want a woman. I'm completely out of current pop culture and have no idea what's current on TV or what passes for music these days, and that's intentional because it's all designed for demoralization.
It's very difficult for me to remain positive and happy when I know how terrible everything is, so I avoid anything that saddens, depresses, or demoralizes me and just enjoy what makes me happy. It's the same with food, since I know nearly everything available is garbage, so I won't put anything in my body that might degrade me.
But ultimately, until you can find friends who share your sense of alienation and demoralization, you're going to be lonely and you'll have to learn to live with that. It's possible no one will completely understand how you feel because most people are brainwashed and are coping with their own lives just as you are.
Exercising just makes me feel like I'm wasting my life for no reason, it's just work without productivity.
>To be honest, I feel exactly the same way, although I'm retired and don't want a woman. I'm completely out of current pop culture and have no idea what's current on TV or what passes for music these days, and that's intentional because it's all designed for demoralization.
It doesn't matter if it's current or not, there's no escape and it's nothing I can control, I live with family and they watch their own slop on loudspeaker which means I'm forcefully reminded of sex and romance multiple times per day against my will, it's disgusting, torturous and abusive to constantly taunt a prisoner with reminders of what he'll never be able to have and yet that's exactly what's being done to me.
>It's very difficult for me to remain positive and happy when I know how terrible everything is, so I avoid anything that saddens, depresses, or demoralizes me and just enjoy what makes me happy. It's the same with food, since I know nearly everything available is garbage, so I won't put anything in my body that might degrade me.
So what's left then? That rules out media consumption, socializing, making anything, going outside, and even doing nothing makes me feel like shit. The only thing I truly enjoy is eating, everything else just feels like a form of psychological torture.
>But ultimately, until you can find friends who share your sense of alienation and demoralization, you're going to be lonely and you'll have to learn to live with that. It's possible no one will completely understand how you feel because most people are brainwashed and are coping with their own lives just as you are.
Talking with people is stressful, nobody cares about me and I'm always worried about saying the wrong thing so I typically end up saying nothing. I have to drink just to build up the motivation to sit in a call with some people and even then I'm usually so disinterested in the conversation they're having that I just end up back here refreshing the page, especially because I don't want to fuck up with them by speaking out of turn.
>To be honest, I feel exactly the same way, although I'm retired and don't want a woman. I'm completely out of current pop culture and have no idea what's current on TV or what passes for music these days, and that's intentional because it's all designed for demoralization.
It doesn't matter if it's current or not, there's no escape and it's nothing I can control, I live with family and they watch their own slop on loudspeaker which means I'm forcefully reminded of sex and romance multiple times per day against my will, it's disgusting, torturous and abusive to constantly taunt a prisoner with reminders of what he'll never be able to have and yet that's exactly what's being done to me.
>It's very difficult for me to remain positive and happy when I know how terrible everything is, so I avoid anything that saddens, depresses, or demoralizes me and just enjoy what makes me happy. It's the same with food, since I know nearly everything available is garbage, so I won't put anything in my body that might degrade me.
So what's left then? That rules out media consumption, socializing, making anything, going outside, and even doing nothing makes me feel like shit. The only thing I truly enjoy is eating, everything else just feels like a form of psychological torture.
>But ultimately, until you can find friends who share your sense of alienation and demoralization, you're going to be lonely and you'll have to learn to live with that. It's possible no one will completely understand how you feel because most people are brainwashed and are coping with their own lives just as you are.
Talking with people is stressful, nobody cares about me and I'm always worried about saying the wrong thing so I typically end up saying nothing. I have to drink just to build up the motivation to sit in a call with some people and even then I'm usually so disinterested in the conversation they're having that I just end up back here refreshing the page, especially because I don't want to fuck up with them by speaking out of turn.
Women like confidence, women like physical strength despite jews trying to convince you otherwise, women like assertiveness. They want someone they think can protect them. If you are looking for women at the club you are looking in the wrong place.
Read the bible for yourself. You can start with the Gospels if you have never read anything. Pray and ask for guidance. Work on health and fitness. Start with walking if you are not fit, always do cardio, and a warm up before lifting weights because it's more efficient and machines are fine if you are just starting. Do not worry about the end goal and just take one step at a time.
Take up something creative. JRR Tolkien explained it well here while talking to CS Lewis. You have to escape the prison that people have created.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NzBT39gx-TE
We have the innate need to create for a reason. Whether is is music, writing, art, building something, building things to help others, putting together a PC and playing around with Linux so you can help relatives and people get off Microsoft trash, volunteering for people that need help.
Work on improving yourself and the rest will take care of itself.
Read the bible for yourself. You can start with the Gospels if you have never read anything. Pray and ask for guidance. Work on health and fitness. Start with walking if you are not fit, always do cardio, and a warm up before lifting weights because it's more efficient and machines are fine if you are just starting. Do not worry about the end goal and just take one step at a time.
Take up something creative. JRR Tolkien explained it well here while talking to CS Lewis. You have to escape the prison that people have created.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NzBT39gx-TE
We have the innate need to create for a reason. Whether is is music, writing, art, building something, building things to help others, putting together a PC and playing around with Linux so you can help relatives and people get off Microsoft trash, volunteering for people that need help.
Work on improving yourself and the rest will take care of itself.
Confidence comes from past success, all I have is a lifetime of failure, assertiveness will get me arrested or killed, and I'm only really looking for women online because there's nowhere to find them IRL.
>Take up something creative. JRR Tolkien explained it well here while talking to CS Lewis. You have to escape the prison that people have created.
Creativity isn't for me, I've never made anything I can look back on and be proud of, basically everything is a mark of shame for me, even things as basic as having my photo taken or drawing a sketch to get across an idea I'm trying to explain, and because of that shame I can't be bothered to put time into anything, usually I just give up and throw away whatever I was working on well before it's done.
>Take up something creative. JRR Tolkien explained it well here while talking to CS Lewis. You have to escape the prison that people have created.
Creativity isn't for me, I've never made anything I can look back on and be proud of, basically everything is a mark of shame for me, even things as basic as having my photo taken or drawing a sketch to get across an idea I'm trying to explain, and because of that shame I can't be bothered to put time into anything, usually I just give up and throw away whatever I was working on well before it's done.
Hunt, restore a truck/tractor, lift weights, learn to play a musical instrument, hang out where you expect women you like to be, plant a garden, build something,
Also it sounds like you need a career change or you should just start your own business
Also if you are productive you shouldn't really have much free time. Your work, girlfriend, fixing things, research, and your hobbies should take up so much of your time that when you rest you really just want to rest, not drone out in front of a tv portal.
Also it sounds like you need a career change or you should just start your own business
Also if you are productive you shouldn't really have much free time. Your work, girlfriend, fixing things, research, and your hobbies should take up so much of your time that when you rest you really just want to rest, not drone out in front of a tv portal.
Those are things to do, but not things that I would actually enjoy doing and not all of them are even options to me and a career change wouldn't change the feeling that I have nothing to work for so I'd be just as unfulfilled.
>Also if you are productive you shouldn't really have much free time. Your work, girlfriend, fixing things, research, and your hobbies should take up so much of your time that when you rest you really just want to rest, not drone out in front of a tv portal.
Fixing things, girlfriend(can't get one), research and hobbies are all things that are done in one's free time but I own little, have little I need to research and I can't seem to actually enjoy any of my hobbies..
>Also if you are productive you shouldn't really have much free time. Your work, girlfriend, fixing things, research, and your hobbies should take up so much of your time that when you rest you really just want to rest, not drone out in front of a tv portal.
Fixing things, girlfriend(can't get one), research and hobbies are all things that are done in one's free time but I own little, have little I need to research and I can't seem to actually enjoy any of my hobbies..
"vanity of vanities, and all is vanity" Ecclesiastes 1:2
I feel simultaneously an interest in so many things, and also kind of an indifference towards a bunch of things. I think from a religious standpoint many things in the world in themselves are kind of "worthless" but only a means to serving God.
So sometimes I might lean in to that sense that everything is boring, other times you could just look at a list of things to do when you're bored
monks spend most of their time working enough to survive and then praying, so you could spend a whole bunch of extra time in prayer if desired
I feel simultaneously an interest in so many things, and also kind of an indifference towards a bunch of things. I think from a religious standpoint many things in the world in themselves are kind of "worthless" but only a means to serving God.
So sometimes I might lean in to that sense that everything is boring, other times you could just look at a list of things to do when you're bored
monks spend most of their time working enough to survive and then praying, so you could spend a whole bunch of extra time in prayer if desired
Youre in a state of anhedonia. Youre probably low on vitamin d and in a depressive state. Check your mineral and water intake, quality of food, exercise, sleep. Its an uphill battle
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Try the gym and if that's not good enough try taking a max natural testosterone (TRT) dose and if that's not good enough then try cycling.
Video games? I recently started playing "solo board games" for fun and it has kept my attention for a bit.
Try a sport? I'm a fan of Squash and usually there's few enough courts that places that have courts tend to have open tournaments. Golf is not a bad "solo" sport but can be expensive.
I found reading to be a mixed bag. The more knowledge I gained from reading, the more frustrated at life I would get.
If nothing interests you, that means you're depressed which makes sense because so am I. A lot of people living in this period of time are going to be depressed because we live in depressing times. Goebbels had a quote I am quite fond of:
>I'm so despondent about everything. Everything I try goes totally wrong. There's no escape from this hole here. I feel drained. So far, I still haven't found a real purpose in life. Sometimes, I'm afraid to get out of bed in the morning. There's nothing to get up for.
He had a PhD but this is still how he felt prior to the NatSocs coming into power. It's how I imagine many good quality White men feel in society right now. It's a normal reaction to the society we live in.
All I can suggest is to keep doing something. Sitting around and doing nothing makes it worse. You have to pick something and just do it like: "I am going to the indoor rock climbing facility by my place tomorrow at 6pm" and then just do it. You don't have to like it. You might not like it. Just keep distracting yourself with things to do and you'll think about the "nothing interests me" a little less and it'll get easier. Going for a walk is better than sitting on your phone/computer shit posting here.
"He who increaseth knowledge, increaseth sorrow." -Ecclesiastes 1:18, KJV
I've found this to be true as well, and while there are times I wish I was dumber (dumb people ARE a lot happier, and actual mongoloids seem to be the happiest people on Earth) the reality is that the search for Truth & expanding my knowledge is one of the many great quests I am on in this life, and it simply is not in my nature to stop such a thing. Even when it's damaging to my wellbeing.
That Goebbels quote has stayed with me a long time and helped in periods of darkness. In the past, before finding Christ Jesus again, I had multiple periods of severe depression (including contemplating suicide)...often lasting years. I remained active and did all the things that I needed to do to keep trudging forward, but the world was all grey & dreary meaninglessness to me. It did indeed take a lot just to get out of bed in the morning and going through the motions doesn't even begin to describe the feeling. But as you said, being sedentary makes it even worse. It's important to remember that however bad one may feel.... it can always get worse. That's not the kind of thing a depressed person wants to hear, but then someone locked in the vise of depression doesn't really want to hear anything: so might as well be straightforward about it. Definitely stay away from the mind poisoning SSRIs & other brain fucking "medication" the kike pharmaceutical companies peddle and profit from. Finding some sort of purpose or reason to keep moving forward is critical.
Returning to Christ gave me purpose again, but I can't say that has made life easier. Just improved my ability to mitigate & shoulder it , because Jesus is helping me carry the weight. This year in particular has been a very bad one for me and my family, filled with loss. Without the Lord by my side I seriously doubt I would still be here today.
This is bad advice. Telling this guy to do what boomers did the last 50 years?
It sounds like lots of you guys just need children. Children gives you revitalized purpose, drive, ambition, increases your tesosterone, makes you more of a man, makes you care more about the direction of society since your own children have to suffer it after you die. Family is real wealth.
So you incels need to go try to date women and have children. There's lots of women who want a real man and won't care if you're racist or hate jews or like nazis. From my experience, it intrigues them because all the other pussies they dated before liked kikes.
Also, sometimes moving is a good idea. If there's no opportunity in your local town, a shortage of women and good jobs and opportunities then pack your bags and go where you have more opportunity. I've moved a couple times because there wasn't any fucking opportunity for me to get ahead squatting in a shitty road stop town.
I'd go to the child store, but last time I checked they only allow jews to shop there.
You cannot prevent your wife leaving you and demanding the kids. You can't stop her from accusing you of sexually molesting your kids. You can't stop her from getting alimony or child support. You can't stop her from getting 50% of all the assets you worked for.
Telling someone to have kids as a goal is potentially setting them up to be even more miserable. In Europe, depending on the country, if you teach your children about White genocide you can have your kids taken away from you, never to be seen again and are still required to pay for them. This has happened already.
If the opportunity for kids presents itself and you're comfortable with the risks given the woman you're having kids with then go for it but never make children your goal because the government and women will use this goal to enslave you and your children to the state.
If you haven't already found a woman by 18yo, the chance of it happening is slim to none for most men in modernity. Don't ever seek women or family, let it come to you and don't fret if it never comes or it'll consume you and you'll make bad decisions.
Moving can be good but only if you're in a pretty shit place to begin with. If you're in a small town/city, then yeah moving to a big city for opportunities is generally not a bad idea. Then move back to the smaller areas once you're established if you're done with the cities. If you're already in a million+ pop city, then moving is unlikely to be better for you unless you have specific opportunities you're moving for.
Tell me something I don't know. That's basically my only drive in life and something I have been completely denied. My standards are low but women's standards have never been higher.