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Most media is depressing and jewish and even when it isn't it fails to interest, socialization is stressful and intimidating, work is monotonous and unfulfilling, I can't get a woman despite my standards basically only relating to her race and fertility, and I don't see anything else to do. You could tell me to get away from the internet for a while but then I'm left with nothing but food.
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PurestEvil on scored.co
12 days ago 1 point (+0 / -0 / +1Score on mirror ) 1 child
> Literal thousands of hours spent only to be objectively below average.

Then play something that isn't PvP based. Deep Rock Galactic, Helldivers 2, Starcraft 2 Coop, Path of Exile, Last Epoch to name a few. PvP games have that peculiar condition to make everybody feel like shit, because it naturally leads to a 50% win-rate. You will win or lose until it reaches that 50% mark on average. And when you get better, you still end up with that 50%.

> and at that point what do you even expect to contribute?

As of me, I am working on a space combat/exploration game. Aside from various aspects that make it an actual game, it allows the player to traverse the universe in FTL free flight. The player perceives the stars, planets, moons passing by, and also see giant stars, black holes, magnetars, neutron stars, etc. It's an experience that apparently didn't exist before, because in games it is normal that when you go to a specific solar system, you just get a visual effect and then appear right there. Or you have "warp gates" and can't traverse to anything outside the hand-made world.

And it's a global single realm hosted by a server-cluster. That appears to be novel technology btw. I just have to do the final integration later on. There won't be restrictions to speech, only technical restrictions against spam.

So, it's something new. If you consider things like this irrelevant, fine. Another of my goals is TND and TKD, but for that I need more capital and financial liberty.

> no scarcity that would lead to people settling for an inferior product.

You could literally build a wooden table, sell it and make a lot of money out of it. My brother has made one and uses it himself - it's a massive, long table he made from the wood around his house. It has 4 massive legs. Its worth is sure between 300-600€+, because a table like that can literally not be bought anywhere.

And the concept of "table" sure isn't novel, right?

> I could be attacked either by animals or people, I could be hit by a car, I could get lost.

And? Would there anything of value be lost?

You know, when I hiked there, I went no matter what. Snow, cold, warm, rain, mud. I went even 7 hours once, and after 4 hours I noticed I started to get exhausted. But there was no alternative to getting home. That's the beauty of it - there was no way to just give up. After that time I was lying flat on the ground a few times. Just lying on the grass for 15 minutes.

One time I went 6 hours, and 3 of it it was raining. I didn't even wear a jacket.

> I've tried doing things

Let's calm down. We are at fishing, video gaming, DND and "etcetera." You've barely "tried" anything. None of these even relate to something productive.

It's basically the [meme](https://i.pinimg.com/564x/40/bf/b6/40bfb6a76627032773450ddee967be36.jpg): "I tried nothing and I am all out of ideas."

> When I have gone out I do nothing, experience nothing, and witness nothing.

How the fuck do you do that? Are you sitting in the corner, talk to nobody, and then go home? Just going through the motions so that you can say "I did this"?

> for how everyone else manages to find the motivation to do things

Well, then you got your answer. But it appears to me you are content with the status quo of your life. It's as if all you want is to complain, but don't actually want to change anything. You resist any attempt to change.

Which unironically is something you *should* change. You are your own cockblock. You are the perpetrator of your own misery, and you seem to thrive in it.
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TCDforver on scored.co
12 days ago -1 points (+0 / -0 / -1Score on mirror ) 1 child
>Then play something that isn't PvP based. Deep Rock Galactic, Helldivers 2, Starcraft 2 Coop, Path of Exile, Last Epoch to name a few. PvP games have that peculiar condition to make everybody feel like shit, because it naturally leads to a 50% win-rate. You will win or lose until it reaches that 50% mark on average. And when you get better, you still end up with that 50%.

That's only true of you're focusing on win/loss in a team game. I have always been more focused on KDR and solo play if possible and I still have it burned into my mind all the years I played CoD only to end up with THREE TIMES AS MANY DEATHS PER KILL.

>You could literally build a wooden table, sell it and make a lot of money out of it. My brother has made one and uses it himself - it's a massive, long table he made from the wood around his house. It has 4 massive legs. Its worth is sure between 300-600€+, because a table like that can literally not be bought anywhere.

I wouldn't be able to find a buyer and it would just sit unused taking up space, and if I ever needed to get rid of it my best bet would be to list it as free firewood and I'd be out hundreds of dollars in material costs because the finished product ended up having less value that the sum of it's materials. Creating physical objects independently might as well just be burning money if you don't have the fame and connections needed to get buyers.

>And? Would there anything of value be lost?

My life is one of the only things of value I have, and my death will be the only chance I will ever had to do something with my life without fear of repercussion, I'd hate to waste it on an accidental and easily avoidable death.

>You know, when I hiked there, I went no matter what. Snow, cold, warm, rain, mud. I went even 7 hours once, and after 4 hours I noticed I started to get exhausted. But there was no alternative to getting home. That's the beauty of it - there was no way to just give up. After that time I was lying flat on the ground a few times. Just lying on the grass for 15 minutes.

Sounds horrible, whenever I'm outside I feel like I need to keep moving to minimize chance for bugs to attack me, often times I think I'm being bitten only to find that there's nothing there.

>Let's calm down. We are at fishing, video gaming, DND and "etcetera." You've barely "tried" anything. None of these even relate to something productive

Productivity doesn't make life worth living, otherwise sweatshops would be the happiest place on earth and wouldn't even need suicide prevention. I've worked in the past and it was a struggle to keep myself motivated to live knowing that there's nothing more to life for me except slaving away to enrich others and support a world that endlessly abuses me and blames me for my suffering.

>It's basically the meme: "I tried nothing and I am all out of ideas."

Because nothing interests me and nothing I've tried has been enjoyable. Am I meant to just endlessly force myself to do things I know I'll hate?

>How the fuck do you do that? Are you sitting in the corner, talk to nobody, and then go home? Just going through the motions so that you can say "I did this"?

I basically feel like that's all I can do. My most exciting and eventful outings have been when my parents drag me along to hang out with their friends and even then I'm usually on the sidelines after the usual greetings.

>Well, then you got your answer. But it appears to me you are content with the status quo of your life. It's as if all you want is to complain, but don't actually want to change anything. You resist any attempt to change

I don't see any changes I could make that would meaningfully change my situation, you're just telling me to go do stuff and pretend my problems are solved no matter how lonely and miserable I remain.

>Which unironically is something you should change. You are your own cockblock. You are the perpetrator of your own misery, and you seem to thrive in it.

Everyone tells me that but it couldn't be farther from the truth.
PurestEvil on scored.co
12 days ago 0 points (+0 / -0 ) 1 child
> will be the only chance I will ever had to do something with my life without fear of repercussion

Buddy, I wasn't telling you to deep dive into a volcano. I talked about going into the woods and touching grass. It's a near zero risk activity. But apparently being outside 5 minutes is akin to a death sentence to you.

> a world that endlessly abuses me and blames me for my suffering.

You make your own life miserable. Don't blame """the world""" (whatever that means) for your own actions and inactions.

> Am I meant to just endlessly force myself to do things I know I'll hate?

Well, your complaint would have merit if you'd actually put in effort in doing anything.

Try nothing, do nothing, be useless.

> Everyone tells me that but it couldn't be farther from the truth.

Perhaps - think about it - "everyone" is right about you? What level of cognitive dissonance is that even? How comes some random stranger from the internet happens to agree with these "everyones"?

You are dishonest with yourself, aka lying. Which means delusional. You are riddled with misconceptions and fallacies, and on top of that you are extremely lazy and a coward. And this makes you narcissistic even, because all you can talk about is yourself. You have no hobbies, no work, barely any experiences apparently, so your biggest topic is "woe is me."

With this attitude you won't even get close to a woman, if that's your goal. And that's better for humanity. You're a pile of misery and depression, and you seem to thrive in playing victim. That's utterly repulsive on a societal level. Just the off-chance that your psychological condition is genetic is reason enough to not reproduce.

And based on what I've perceived, you seem to thrive in getting criticized, like a masochist. You completely immunized yourself from ever having your status quo improved. The worse my opinion gets about you, the more you get off.

Well, fascinating... and horrifying.
TCDforver on scored.co
12 days ago 0 points (+0 / -0 ) 1 child
>Buddy, I wasn't telling you to deep dive into a volcano. I talked about going into the woods and touching grass. It's a near zero risk activity. But apparently being outside 5 minutes is akin to a death sentence to you.

It's low risk but also no gain. Why would I take *any* risk without anything to gain from it?

>You make your own life miserable. Don't blame """the world""" (whatever that means) for your own actions and inactions.

All I want in life is a woman but I've been denied the chance to get one and am regularly treated as being at fault for it. It has nothing to do with my actions or inactions.

>Well, your complaint would have merit if you'd actually put in effort in doing anything.

Nothing I've tried showed even the smallest chance of success so I keep looking for more advice and keep getting told to do basically the same things I've already tried and them am told that I haven't tried them before.

>Perhaps - think about it - "everyone" is right about you? What level of cognitive dissonance is that even? How comes some random stranger from the internet happens to agree with these "everyones"?

Because only the people allowed to speak or exist in society are the ones who share in your collective delusion of a just world where men like me could succeed. I have been censored literally hundreds of times in countless places for on topic discussion of the reality I am forced to endure and everybody tries to gaslight me into thinking it's my fault.

>You are dishonest with yourself, aka lying. Which means delusional. You are riddled with misconceptions and fallacies, and on top of that you are extremely lazy and a coward. And this makes you narcissistic even, because all you can talk about is yourself. You have no hobbies, no work, barely any experiences apparently, so your biggest topic is "woe is me."

How am I being dishonest for reccongizing that women refuse to even let me get far enough for those other things to matter?

>With this attitude you won't even get close to a woman, if that's your goal. And that's better for humanity. You're a pile of misery and depression, and you seem to thrive in playing victim. That's utterly repulsive on a societal level. Just the off-chance that your psychological condition is genetic is reason enough to not reproduce.

Yep, just more hatred and abuse purely because women don't want me and there's nothing I can do about it. fuck you.

>And based on what I've perceived, you seem to thrive in getting criticized, like a masochist. You completely immunized yourself from ever having your status quo improved. The worse my opinion gets about you, the more you get off.

 Nothing I've tried has improved my situation, my life remains stagnant.
PurestEvil on scored.co
11 days ago 0 points (+0 / -0 )
> to get one and am regularly treated as being at fault for it.

Weird passive language you are using there, let's rephrase it: "All I want is a woman, but I do nothing to get one, and I am blamed for the consequences of my own actions."

> It has nothing to do with my actions or inactions.

The very fact that you deny any self-agency is the reason why you think that your actions are inconsequential. It's as if EVERYTHING that happens in your life just happens to you from the outside, as if you have zero control over it.

There are people who advocate for enhanced self-agency, arguing that even things you think that just happen to you are actually the consequences of your actions. For example if you live among niggers and then you get robbed by one, it would be reasonable to assume it's your fault for living there (aka not getting out of there). Meaning **you** could have prevented it. Instead people just say "I was unlucky to be robbed, oh well, can't do anything about it!"

But they are wrong. There are extremely racist people like me, who eliminate the chance of getting robbed by niggers (aka getting robbed at all). So obviously we have control. I also don't take any drugs, not only because I've seen the misery they can cause, but also I don't want to expose myself to possibly get addicted.

The same goes for positive things. Do activities where good things happen, and a good thing might happen to you.

What you practice is low-IQ thinking, unable to think even 2 steps ahead. Or unwilling. There are "smart" people who practice anti-intellectualism after all, seeking to obfuscate, confuse, misinform, censor others - and it's not automatically with malintent. If there is no malintent, it's called delusional.

> Nothing I've tried showed even the smallest chance of success

What success do you expect? What does "success" even mean to you? When I go hiking, I do it to enjoy nature, disconnect from my computer and do something physical. I have no expectations for a "success."

I have expectations for my work to succeed, become good and make a lot of money out of it. But gaming? Hiking? Swimming? No.

> in your collective delusion of a just world where men like me could succeed

I only suggested ideas to help with your issues. It is inevitable that there are losers in society, genetic dead-ends. But still, it's a question of mentality and actions, which means it *can* be changed. You made clear you don't want to, and thus you won't reproduce, which I agree with. You really shouldn't. But you don't have to be miserable all the time - if that is even true.

> and everybody tries to gaslight me into thinking it's my fault.

How could you write that and not laugh? This is the trope of "kicked out 1030+ times out of 109+ countries, everyone else to blame!" or "I slept with 100+ men, all of them just want to fuck and dump me! men are pigs!"

There is a natural ambition of people to blame others for their own shortcomings. That's what all sorts of leftists do, and also women. Which isn't entirely false in itself, but it requires a decent amount of thinking to figure out the actual reasoning. Otherwise it leads to idiotic conclusions ("patriarchy"), delusions ("I can fuck around until I am 30") and/or plain opposition to self-agency ("in order to change my life I have to change the world"). Letting themselves get ragdolled through life needlessly, just walking down the cliff like lemmings.

This is how you get washed up whores who want to "settle." Or well, all sorts of leftist ideologies like feminism, Climate Change, infinite nigger importation. Or someone with your mindset.

> I have been censored literally hundreds of times

For what? From where? Try telling the truth about WWI, WWII, the jews, their biggest hoax and Hitler - that's where true censorship occurs.

> Yep, just more hatred and abuse purely because

I'm just honest with you. This "hatred" accusation is some low-IQ nonsense. You have no idea what "hatred" truly means. What I feel for you is best described as "indifference."

But why the fuck do you care about feelings? Can we stop this faggotry please?

> Nothing I've tried

Which is very little to nothing - clearly insufficient...

> my life remains stagnant.

Yes, it will. So just accept that, given that you seek to not change your behaviors.
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