Most media is depressing and jewish and even when it isn't it fails to interest, socialization is stressful and intimidating, work is monotonous and unfulfilling, I can't get a woman despite my standards basically only relating to her race and fertility, and I don't see anything else to do. You could tell me to get away from the internet for a while but then I'm left with nothing but food.
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TCDforver on scored.co
14 days ago-1 points(+0/-0/-1Score on mirror)
Exercising just makes me feel like I'm wasting my life for no reason, it's just work without productivity.
>To be honest, I feel exactly the same way, although I'm retired and don't want a woman. I'm completely out of current pop culture and have no idea what's current on TV or what passes for music these days, and that's intentional because it's all designed for demoralization.
It doesn't matter if it's current or not, there's no escape and it's nothing I can control, I live with family and they watch their own slop on loudspeaker which means I'm forcefully reminded of sex and romance multiple times per day against my will, it's disgusting, torturous and abusive to constantly taunt a prisoner with reminders of what he'll never be able to have and yet that's exactly what's being done to me.
>It's very difficult for me to remain positive and happy when I know how terrible everything is, so I avoid anything that saddens, depresses, or demoralizes me and just enjoy what makes me happy. It's the same with food, since I know nearly everything available is garbage, so I won't put anything in my body that might degrade me.
So what's left then? That rules out media consumption, socializing, making anything, going outside, and even doing nothing makes me feel like shit. The only thing I truly enjoy is eating, everything else just feels like a form of psychological torture.
>But ultimately, until you can find friends who share your sense of alienation and demoralization, you're going to be lonely and you'll have to learn to live with that. It's possible no one will completely understand how you feel because most people are brainwashed and are coping with their own lives just as you are.
Talking with people is stressful, nobody cares about me and I'm always worried about saying the wrong thing so I typically end up saying nothing. I have to drink just to build up the motivation to sit in a call with some people and even then I'm usually so disinterested in the conversation they're having that I just end up back here refreshing the page, especially because I don't want to fuck up with them by speaking out of turn.
>To be honest, I feel exactly the same way, although I'm retired and don't want a woman. I'm completely out of current pop culture and have no idea what's current on TV or what passes for music these days, and that's intentional because it's all designed for demoralization.
It doesn't matter if it's current or not, there's no escape and it's nothing I can control, I live with family and they watch their own slop on loudspeaker which means I'm forcefully reminded of sex and romance multiple times per day against my will, it's disgusting, torturous and abusive to constantly taunt a prisoner with reminders of what he'll never be able to have and yet that's exactly what's being done to me.
>It's very difficult for me to remain positive and happy when I know how terrible everything is, so I avoid anything that saddens, depresses, or demoralizes me and just enjoy what makes me happy. It's the same with food, since I know nearly everything available is garbage, so I won't put anything in my body that might degrade me.
So what's left then? That rules out media consumption, socializing, making anything, going outside, and even doing nothing makes me feel like shit. The only thing I truly enjoy is eating, everything else just feels like a form of psychological torture.
>But ultimately, until you can find friends who share your sense of alienation and demoralization, you're going to be lonely and you'll have to learn to live with that. It's possible no one will completely understand how you feel because most people are brainwashed and are coping with their own lives just as you are.
Talking with people is stressful, nobody cares about me and I'm always worried about saying the wrong thing so I typically end up saying nothing. I have to drink just to build up the motivation to sit in a call with some people and even then I'm usually so disinterested in the conversation they're having that I just end up back here refreshing the page, especially because I don't want to fuck up with them by speaking out of turn.