Most media is depressing and jewish and even when it isn't it fails to interest, socialization is stressful and intimidating, work is monotonous and unfulfilling, I can't get a woman despite my standards basically only relating to her race and fertility, and I don't see anything else to do. You could tell me to get away from the internet for a while but then I'm left with nothing but food.
You are miserable because you're a shitty person. No one owes you happiness; in fact it seems like you are getting what you deserve. A petty, envious, cancerous little worm that only wishes to spread misery.
It's good you've taken yourself out of the gene pool with your shitty decision making & rotten soul, and you should take yourself out of the population altogether next.