I have some serious issues lads and I think it's all spawning from crippling depression. I simply can not find a purpose in life. Furthermore, I am horribly lonely. I finally managed to have a girl stick around for a few months but she left me. For those few months I felt like a real person.
I simply can't get motivated enough to pull myself from the pit. Consume Product and clean living kings turned my life around years ago but I am falling back into the abyss.
How does one cure crippling depression? God's trials are killing me.
2) Love others
How up love: https://5lovelanguages.com/learn
How do you express love?
All of those have career analogies, but you can also volunteer. Find a church or other Christian nonprofit that demonstrates energy and momentum.
Making a positive difference in other people's lives is the most fulfilling thing you can do, even/especially if you get paid for it.
Once you are happily serving God and ministering to others, then you are ready for a permanent companion to support you in that.