I have some serious issues lads and I think it's all spawning from crippling depression. I simply can not find a purpose in life. Furthermore, I am horribly lonely. I finally managed to have a girl stick around for a few months but she left me. For those few months I felt like a real person.
I simply can't get motivated enough to pull myself from the pit. Consume Product and clean living kings turned my life around years ago but I am falling back into the abyss.
How does one cure crippling depression? God's trials are killing me.
Once I gave up the idea that I may never marry or reproduce I felt a sense of calm. I want to serve the Lord first, and foremost, if these things can be added onto me in my quest, awesome. If not, that’s okay too.
Read John 15
https://www.esv.org/John+15/
These ? Might seem anecdotal but they are not.
Are you a combat veteran, are you fornicating out of wedlock and are you living in some leftist shithole?