I have some serious issues lads and I think it's all spawning from crippling depression. I simply can not find a purpose in life. Furthermore, I am horribly lonely. I finally managed to have a girl stick around for a few months but she left me. For those few months I felt like a real person.
I simply can't get motivated enough to pull myself from the pit. Consume Product and clean living kings turned my life around years ago but I am falling back into the abyss.
How does one cure crippling depression? God's trials are killing me.
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If you're truly saved and have the Holy Spirit with you, then it should definitely alleviate your crippling depression. Your problems won't go away entirely overnight, but you should feel noticeably better. Beyond that, I would pray for guidance and help. And when you pray, you should also feel confident that God will help you. It's not right to pray and then completely doubt the entire thing afterwards.