I have some serious issues lads and I think it's all spawning from crippling depression. I simply can not find a purpose in life. Furthermore, I am horribly lonely. I finally managed to have a girl stick around for a few months but she left me. For those few months I felt like a real person.
I simply can't get motivated enough to pull myself from the pit. Consume Product and clean living kings turned my life around years ago but I am falling back into the abyss.
How does one cure crippling depression? God's trials are killing me.
You should check out maker spaces/hacker spaces - it’s basically a non-profit where people pool tools together, woodworking tools, metal working tools, forges, ceramics, 3D printing. It just depends on what your local branch has. But basically you pay a monthly fee and you can go use all the equipment to make stuff. Lots of times people offer classes too to train you on how certain tools work.
Could be something to look into to help get you out of your rut. You’ll also meet a lot of high energy, high IQ people there so it might be a place to find some stimulation from other technical, engaged people.
The maker spaces sounds pretty cool though. I think I need new friends...