I'd love for WW3 to happen. Imagine me sitting on my sorry ass playing video games, consuming product, and enjoying the collapse while hearing missiles rain from the sky. That would be such an ambient experience.
That's sad dude. Sort your life out. Nobody to blame but yourself whatever happened in the past is what you make of it. Turn off the console and the screens, get out in your community and provide some value somewhere. Volunteer at something local, talk to people. Be nice. Life will reward you.
I agree with the other guy, this is a very sad take. The fact that you're content with that shows that you're not living life to even indifference. Aspire to live a life where the idea of it suddenly ending scares you, a life you don't want to leave.