I have always had problems getting girls. Idk what it is about me but they just dont like anything about who I am. My first impression usually has them running away. If I get through that then they run away after talking to me for 5 minutes. It has been like this since I got out of HS.
I'm on the come up now. I'm starting to make decent money and about to take the gym to the next level.
I fear that I am going to hate whatever woman meets me at the finish line. How can I respect or love somebody who I know would've hated me before success? What other options do I have celibacy?? Nah. Any of you niggers got some good material I can use to better my game without making me a cuck?
You said you have always had this problem; you lack experience.
Women always run away after a first impression; you lack charisma.
You weren't making good money but now plan to; you lack the financial ability to provide.
You are now going to work out "to the next level" indicating you weren't before; you lack physical attributes appealing to a mate.
Where is the Lord in your life? Do you let Him lead you?
You can't lead a woman because you can't lead your own life well enough (yet). Keep at it. Don't worry about future, make believe problems (i.e. how will I respect my future woman when she wouldn't have liked me as a loser). Just focus on not being a loser first, the rest work out later with the advice from your brothers. Don't be so easy to dismiss them, successful conpro men are ones to emulate. Heed their wisdom.
I was on gear for 3 years my form is not lacking