I have always had problems getting girls. Idk what it is about me but they just dont like anything about who I am. My first impression usually has them running away. If I get through that then they run away after talking to me for 5 minutes. It has been like this since I got out of HS.
I'm on the come up now. I'm starting to make decent money and about to take the gym to the next level.
I fear that I am going to hate whatever woman meets me at the finish line. How can I respect or love somebody who I know would've hated me before success? What other options do I have celibacy?? Nah. Any of you niggers got some good material I can use to better my game without making me a cuck?
Good women still exist, they're just increasingly harder and harder to find. You're focused on yourself at the moment, which is great and good.
Keep on keeping on with the gym, don't be a lazy ass and get up and do stuff through the day during your "off time." Get handsy with shit around where you live, learn how to do shit that'll make a Dad out of you one day. (Now is your chance to fuck up a sink install without embarrassing yourself.)
When you aren't hyperfocusing on something, I've found, your chances of finding that thing increase.