Your "faith" is just doublemindedness... One cannot be both a son of the Synagogue of Satan nor a son of Christ at the same time. You are either with Him or against Him. One cannot serve 2 masters. A house divided against itself cannot stand. There is no "Jew" nor "gentile" in Christ Jesus.
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