I have been cutting a significant amount of weight recently. The backstory to this is that I was powerlifting for a few years, got to my most recent goal weights, and decided to stop and lose the entire bulk because I was tired of sacrificing my health to move larger amounts of weight, I thought I looked ugly, and I was tired of feeling tired. I wasn't "fat" in the traditional sense, but definitely overweight. Rather bulky, inflexible, and had bad cardio.
Anyways, I have been on a major calorie restriction since then. But, after losing more and more weight and now being quite lithe (i lose weight very quickly), I have been having more... disgust towards fat people, and towards people eating gluttonous amounts of food in general, and towards shit food itself.
Seeing someone (especially if they are obese) eat a large pile of goyslop gives me a reaction of *visceral disgust*. It makes me want to vomit. I was watching a YouTube documentary about why "mukbang" videos online are bad, and it made me want to vomit. I feel more repulsed by these videos than by fucking cartel footage. Very fat people look utterly repulsive to me in every aspect, like something I would never want to be in any circumstance. Even seeing or smelling junk food and goyslop makes me experience phantom heart-burn and digestive issues.
I have gotten to the point where I don't even want to talk to fats at all, to be honest. Not out of judgment of them, but because of the fact that I hate looking at them and I can't even help it. Either that or I can't look away, like a train crash I just have to ogle and be amazed and disgusted.
What gives? Is this a normal reaction? I expected to find these things less appealing as I got thinner, but I did not expect it to be as extreme as it actually is. Funny thing is, I never ate these things at all. I was clean bulking when powerlifting (but weight is weight, and I felt like shit anyways, but probably not anywhere near as shit as a dirty bulker or God forbid a lardass). I have pretty much the same diet now as always, just way less food.
Furthermore, I consider that Israel must be destroyed.
if you haven’t tried it yet, get you, or make yourself a sandbag. They’re great for creating a build of strength, and conditioning. It’s a nice way to break up the powerlifting shit too. God bless, and God speed fren.