A friend of mine who hated jews told me he was lonely and giving up to join the woke retards again. And I thought... why did the most loyalty I waa shown come not from fellow racists but from fucking bronies? And the conversations are better too because I can talk to them about something besides politics.
I am almost 30. But I used to be much younger. The MLP fandom was full of faggot narcissist liars abusing each other. Still is. Back when I was a teen... Some cunts harassed me for months for writing mediocre fanfiction, and when I called them wrong and stupid the niggerfaggor moderators came in just to blame me for reacting and call me just as bad then only punish me.
So I looked for some other users that faggot army was harassing and reached out to them, told them they did nothing wrong and their harassers were faggots. I was muted for a week on their site so I spent that week making friends. They loved me in a totally non gay way. And they sided with me and told the faggots to go fuck themselves.
We were rebels. We had our own discord server with free speech where you can say things that upset faggot troon tourists like "season 9 of My Little Pony fucking sucks and season one was better".
The shit fanfics we wrote got 50-200 downvotes when the childish bullies (most of whom just wrote degenerate fetish porn or nothing at all) added our work to groups that existed to downvote stories without reading them and attract harassment to authors. Groups with names like "Bin for badfics" and "shit stories here" and "bad authors club" with folder names like "averagely bad stories" and "cream of the crap". Blatantly against site rules but who cares? Not them. However, it was rare for any of the downvoters to care enough to talk to us or leave comments on our work. It would not surprise me if throwaway accounts were used to inflate our negative scores. Only the few retarded faggot bullies coordinating on discord harassing us would talk to us consistently. And we never backed down. Never apologized. Never posted an overdramatic "I am quitting because of you" post.
Those faggots weren't used to being outnumbered by a unified group willing to back each other up so they called for the mods to protect them and ban us and they did.
This happened years ago. Almost a decade ago. And yet all those friends I made are still there. Still my friends even though only one still gives a shit about MLP and the rest moved on to other autism magnets like Pokemon or the impossible sisyphean task of rewriting RWBY to suck less. Why are these people more pleasant to talk to than my white brothers in racism? I live in the UK. One nation under King Epstein Islander and his mudslime horde of rape apes. I hate the antichrist. I hate the government. And I hate that all this talk of politics hasn't made me any friends I can talk to and ask "How are you? How was your day?" no it's always "Did you hear what the jews did this week? I wish they did not do that. Fuck jews man". And then some keyboaed warrior calls me a nigger for not shooting any jews this week. Fuck you nigger you also didn't shoot any jews this week. Oh now you're ranting at me for not martyring myself for the cause. Fuck off, selfish bastards like you don't inspire hope or change in anyone. And then there are the "nothing ever happens' niggers and the "Trump will save us just trust the plan" faggots. No wonder most of you don't feel the need to take breaks, you don't do anything!
Fuck!
It's exhausting.
My garden is growing nicely. Got some tomatoes growing. Not enough to survive on but I love them anyway. The love I feel for the plants I raise is such a beautiful thing I am glad I can still feel. Life was hollowing me out and making me feel like I couldn't feel anything any more. I needed this break.
When I feel burned out on politics I like to take a break, touch some grass, and enjoy talking to my real friends about nerd shit that doesn't matter. There's a part of me that whispers I should never rest and stay mad forever but that is bad for the soul.
I am almost 30. But I used to be much younger. The MLP fandom was full of faggot narcissist liars abusing each other. Still is. Back when I was a teen... Some cunts harassed me for months for writing mediocre fanfiction, and when I called them wrong and stupid the niggerfaggor moderators came in just to blame me for reacting and call me just as bad then only punish me.
So I looked for some other users that faggot army was harassing and reached out to them, told them they did nothing wrong and their harassers were faggots. I was muted for a week on their site so I spent that week making friends. They loved me in a totally non gay way. And they sided with me and told the faggots to go fuck themselves.
We were rebels. We had our own discord server with free speech where you can say things that upset faggot troon tourists like "season 9 of My Little Pony fucking sucks and season one was better".
The shit fanfics we wrote got 50-200 downvotes when the childish bullies (most of whom just wrote degenerate fetish porn or nothing at all) added our work to groups that existed to downvote stories without reading them and attract harassment to authors. Groups with names like "Bin for badfics" and "shit stories here" and "bad authors club" with folder names like "averagely bad stories" and "cream of the crap". Blatantly against site rules but who cares? Not them. However, it was rare for any of the downvoters to care enough to talk to us or leave comments on our work. It would not surprise me if throwaway accounts were used to inflate our negative scores. Only the few retarded faggot bullies coordinating on discord harassing us would talk to us consistently. And we never backed down. Never apologized. Never posted an overdramatic "I am quitting because of you" post.
Those faggots weren't used to being outnumbered by a unified group willing to back each other up so they called for the mods to protect them and ban us and they did.
This happened years ago. Almost a decade ago. And yet all those friends I made are still there. Still my friends even though only one still gives a shit about MLP and the rest moved on to other autism magnets like Pokemon or the impossible sisyphean task of rewriting RWBY to suck less. Why are these people more pleasant to talk to than my white brothers in racism? I live in the UK. One nation under King Epstein Islander and his mudslime horde of rape apes. I hate the antichrist. I hate the government. And I hate that all this talk of politics hasn't made me any friends I can talk to and ask "How are you? How was your day?" no it's always "Did you hear what the jews did this week? I wish they did not do that. Fuck jews man". And then some keyboaed warrior calls me a nigger for not shooting any jews this week. Fuck you nigger you also didn't shoot any jews this week. Oh now you're ranting at me for not martyring myself for the cause. Fuck off, selfish bastards like you don't inspire hope or change in anyone. And then there are the "nothing ever happens' niggers and the "Trump will save us just trust the plan" faggots. No wonder most of you don't feel the need to take breaks, you don't do anything!
Fuck!
It's exhausting.
My garden is growing nicely. Got some tomatoes growing. Not enough to survive on but I love them anyway. The love I feel for the plants I raise is such a beautiful thing I am glad I can still feel. Life was hollowing me out and making me feel like I couldn't feel anything any more. I needed this break.
When I feel burned out on politics I like to take a break, touch some grass, and enjoy talking to my real friends about nerd shit that doesn't matter. There's a part of me that whispers I should never rest and stay mad forever but that is bad for the soul.
I come from a similar creative background in deep autism land, and have still remained plugged into a couple of those channels. Hating jews 24/7 with no peaceful retreat isn't mentally sustainable.