Don’t feel bad fren. We’re all “broken” in some way. You’re doing your best, or at least attempting to, and seem to be taking the right path with the information you have now gathered, and have at your disposal. Don’t beat yourself up too much. It’s rough out there, and it’s totally normal for mOOdern females to lie, and shit test you at every turn from my, admittedly, small pool of first hand experience, and from discussing it with local frens from ages ranging 25-50. I wish I could give you some advice, other than dont ruminate on it, and don’t let it interfere too much with your DTD operations. Easier said than done, I know.