That's all I really accomplished. Don't really know what to do with my time because I don't really have anything in this life that I enjoy. Just letting time fly by drop by drop as a NEET. I've already accepted that it's over for me and long ago gave up on the fantasy users have had here since the creation of this forum.
How do you support yourself? Who feeds you? You need to man the fuck up. Where is your dad? You should be ashamed to even say such a thing online. Get your fucking shit together. You sound like you need an asskicking.
The main reason to work, especially when you're young, is to get trained. If you've done nothing but schooling, you don't know shit.
If I was 20 again with nothing tying me down, I'd find the most dangerous, fucked up, bad ass job that 99% of people couldn't ever do and figure out how to be the person to do it. Everything in your life will be easier once you do this.