>Why am I a lesbian?
Incorrect parenting and/or parasitic infection.
>I do not want this at all
Then it’s clearly not a part of you, which you recognize, and is a sickness that can be cured.
>Yet, for some reason, as long as I can remember, only women excite me.
You can reset your neurology against this.
>one of my life ambitions is to be a mother. I'm probably not old enough to be one
*[squints suspiciously]*
>Why do you think I am this way?
*Toxoplasma gondii.*
>Would I be able to change?
100% yes.
Incorrect parenting and/or parasitic infection.
>I do not want this at all
Then it’s clearly not a part of you, which you recognize, and is a sickness that can be cured.
>Yet, for some reason, as long as I can remember, only women excite me.
You can reset your neurology against this.
>one of my life ambitions is to be a mother. I'm probably not old enough to be one
*[squints suspiciously]*
>Why do you think I am this way?
*Toxoplasma gondii.*
>Would I be able to change?
100% yes.
That and you probably had some sort of bad experience with a male figure when you were young.