I'm so sorry to hear that. I will keep you in my prayers, brother. He is the great Healer and can do all things. I'm proud of you for persevering and leaning on Him during the hard times.
> Count it all joy, my brothers, when you meet trials of various kinds, for you know that the testing of your faith produces steadfastness. And let steadfastness have its full effect, that you may be perfect and complete, lacking in nothing. (James 1: 2-4)
> And when they had preached the gospel to that city and made many disciples, they returned to Lystra, Iconium, and Antioch, strengthening the souls of the disciples, exhorting them to continue in the faith, and saying, “We must through many tribulations enter the kingdom of God.” (Acts 14:21-22)
And the moon landing, semiconductor revolution, fast telecommunications, personal computing which then made it possible for us to notice faster than we've ever noticed before.
As cool and edgy as it is to drop pessimistic burns about society and the united states, etc, it is undeniable that our first amendment rights and pioneering of technology which enables anyone to publish information are incredibly useful for jew naming.
Also, long time no see.