I was going to give it a few day until I cooled down, and I guess I have a bit. I was finally pushed out by force from the corporate truck driving business. They let me go over some chinsy stupid shit just 1 day before my company probation was over, also a few days after they were posting voluntary company monthly layoffs. Can you imagine doing something you love doing, and shit on until you absolutely hate it , driving a big rig. I have no plans, no back ups, I only have God that can guide me from this point on. I have just about lost everything.
Don't lose hope. There's a million things to do with a CDL even if long haul has been your jam. OTR in general has been pozzed and jewed harder than any sector of the industry by far. Maybe you'd like that LTL or even garbage truck jam. Pay is good and having to do a bit of physical labor and face to face customer service weeds out a lot of the third world subhumanity of long haul. Better for your health in the long run, too. I'll pray for ya.