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I went to the gym today and something felt different almost right away, not in some huge obvious way, just quieter in my head than it usually is when I walk in there already thinking about a hundred things at once. It was the same chaos as always, music way too loud, people moving around in every direction, pads cracking nonstop, but for once it didn’t pull my attention apart like it normally does. I didn’t feel scattered or rushed or like I needed to lock in fast. I just felt settled, like my focus finally decided to stay in one place instead of bouncing around the room. During warmups my body felt heavier than usual but not in a bad way, more like grounded and stable.

Everything felt connected, like each movement had some weight behind it and wasn’t just filler or going through the motions. I wasn’t forcing anything or trying to correct myself mid movement, which is something i usually do without even realizing it. My feet landed where they needed to without thinking about it and my balance felt solid the whole time, which honestly kind of surprised me. Once we started drilling, distance felt really clear. I didn’t have to think about range or measure it out in my head, it just made sense in a way that’s hard to explain.

Stepping in and out felt natural, almost automatic, like my body already knew when it was safe and when it wasn’t. I wasn’t guessing or hesitating, I just moved when it felt right. At some point my vision started narrowing down, almost like a visor sliding into place. Nothing went blurry or weird, it was more that everything extra faded away and all my attention locked onto one specific point without me trying to make that happen.

Sparring is usually where my mind gets noisy and tense, but today it didn’t really happen. I wasn’t tight or rushed or overthinking things. Normally I’m either replaying what just happened or trying to predict what’s coming next, but today I was just there in it. I could see shoulders load, feel weight shifts through the mat, and react before things fully showed themselves without having to think it through step by step. I wasn’t trying to be sharp or focused or anything like that, it just felt that way on its own.

Everything felt efficient and clean, like nothing was wasted and nothing extra got in the way. What surprised me the most was how calm I stayed when shots landed. Usually that spikes my stress and i can feel my body tense up right away, but this time it didn’t. The contact didn’t feel threatening, it felt informative, like my body was just registering what was happening instead of panicking or overreacting to it. Between rounds I noticed I wasn’t as wrecked as I usually am. I was definitely tired, but it wasn’t that scattered, drained feeling where everything feels sloppy and uncoordinated. My energy felt used properly. Even being tired felt manageable instead of overwhelming.

Driving home I kept thinking about how rare it is to feel that lined up, where my mind, body, and breathing all feel like they’re moving in the same direction. I don’t really know how to explain it yet and I don’t want to overthink it too much either. I just know that for a couple of hours I wasn’t fighting myself the whole time, and that feels like it matters.

If they’re this mad about black loving Jew worshipping Trump, how are they going to feel when a real right-winger comes along? When someone actually runs on securing our existing and a future for our children, how will they react?

Violence in the USA would go down

Sources linked at the end.

0.7% of the US national budget, or about 58.4 billion dollars, goes to foreign aid. [1] This is 27.8x the money going into our national parks [2], 2.4x the money going into NASA [3], and 57.4% (0.574x) of SNAP welfare [4]. That is 58.4 billion dollars leaving the country and disappearing. That is the entire GDP of Rhode Island in 2023 [5], barring about $200 million, vanishing. Every single year, almost the entire economic value of 2023 Rhode Island is sent to go absolutely nowhere. How big of a number is that, and how does it affect you? About as much as it looks.

A January 2024 count found 32,882 homeless veterans in the United States [6]. If the 58.4 billion dollars going into U.S. foreign aid was instead redirected towards them, it would give every single one about 1.77 million. That is, housing, food, medical expenses, etc., for about 15-25 years. Every single year.

The money going to Israel alone could do that. About 3.8 billion in military aid goes to Israel every year. [7] If this money was redirected, that translates to about $115k per year per homeless veteran in the United States.

Let's assume instead that if it were stopped, the money would be cut entirely and save the government 58 billion dollars a year. There were, in 2022, 153.8 million tax returns filed [8]. Let's assume blindly once again that this translates 1:1 and disregard things like joint filings. Every single taxpayer would save $356 annually from that alone, $356 that could mean the difference for affording rent, or groceries, or a car payment, not a negligible sum by any means. With foreign aid, that's $356 of your money vanishing into the ether. Of that $356 stolen from you every year, $24.68 of that goes to Israel. Every single year, you buy a month of premium Netflix for a jew. The money goes to the military, not to the public, but the analogy still works.

[1] https://www.pewresearch.org/short-reads/2025/02/06/what-the-data-says-about-us-foreign-aid/
[2] https://www.doi.gov/sites/default/files/documents/2025-06/fy26bibnps508.pdf
[3] https://aas.org/posts/news/2026/01/congress-passes-fiscal-year-2026-spending-bills-nsf-nasa-and-doe#nasa
[4] https://usafacts.org/answers/how-much-does-the-federal-government-spend-on-snap-every-year/country/united-states/
[5] https://www.bea.gov/sites/default/files/2024-12/lagdp1224.pdf
[6] https://nchv.org/veteran-homelessness/
[7] https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_countries_supplying_arms_to_Israel (no further source given)
[8] https://taxfoundation.org/data/all/federal/latest-federal-income-tax-data-2025/

I was talking to someone recently and they brought up that in many areas White people colonized, White people didn't first come with huge armies. He was saying that White people gradually came over, established trade, made connections/colonies and were otherwise non-threatening to the natives. He said the natives, at first, saw themselves in a dominant position and that White people didn't pose a significant threat to them but did provide economic benefits and simply killing/removing them would be immoral; however, some natives (the racists) were opposed to White people altogether but these natives were overruled. The end result is that eventually, White people's numbers grew and their disposition changed to that of conquerors. By the time the natives fully realized the threat, it was too late.

There were no jews involved in this. This was a naturally phenomenon. I think a lot of what's going on today seems to echo similar things. We have our racists who understand the threat of non-Whites in White dominant countries and especially the jews but the racists are being overruled by the other Whites who believe non-Whites offer economic benefits and killing/removing them would be immoral.

It would seem as if most humans lack the strategic thinking ability to perceive threats regardless of jewish programming. Though, obviously Whites are smarter than natives.