>“And as they departed, Jesus began to say unto the multitudes concerning John, What went ye out into the wilderness to see? A reed shaken with the wind?”
My faith wavers constantly, brothers. I am in sorrow because of loneliness. I am doubly minded. My heart yearns for those things which please the flesh and my soul commands me to follow those things which belong to Heaven. I have witnessed miracles in my life. There is no doubt in me that God reigns in Heaven and that Jesus Christ is his Son. Nevertheless, this world weighs heavy on me.
The money, he'll have to struggle for, and then use it to get what he wants for himself. His friends, likely in this world will try to take advantage of whatever goodness he exhibits. His wife, she'll focus on the household.
Once my man is grown, he will probably never again feel what it's like to be placed first.
If you think you're the only one who's dabbled in despair...