>“And as they departed, Jesus began to say unto the multitudes concerning John, What went ye out into the wilderness to see? A reed shaken with the wind?”
My faith wavers constantly, brothers. I am in sorrow because of loneliness. I am doubly minded. My heart yearns for those things which please the flesh and my soul commands me to follow those things which belong to Heaven. I have witnessed miracles in my life. There is no doubt in me that God reigns in Heaven and that Jesus Christ is his Son. Nevertheless, this world weighs heavy on me.
Romans 12:1-2
A living sacrifice seems like a contradiction. But to me this is a great part of being a follower of Christ. Constantly laying your fleshly will and desires on the altar and choosing to not let them have any control. And will power can be tough to maintain with all of the enemy's lies and temptations. But in the second part of this passage, Paul gives us the answer. You avoid being conformed to the world by being transformed through the renewing of your mind. See, being born again and accepting Christ gives you a new spirit but your flesh and mind will still have the old habits hanging around. It's like cleaning up a dive joint to make it a new restaurant. You may tell everyone it's under new management but there's still some scumbags showing up to drink and fight. You have to kick'em out. How does one renew their mind? The Word. Read it, say it a loud, make it a prayer over yourself and meditate on what it means to you. You'll feel a change when you stick to this. You'll feel God's promises begin to materialize in your life because of what Hebrews 4:12 says:
'For the word of God is living and powerful, and sharper than any two-edged sword, piercing even to the division of soul and spirit, and of joints and marrow, and is a discerner of the thoughts and intents of the heart.'
Also remember James 1:6: When you ask for help, believe it will come. I'll be holding you up in prayer, brother. You can do this and you will do this through God.
For those whom the Lord loves, he disciplines, and he scourges every son whom he receives.