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Instead of trying to change the people around you, find like minded people and band together with them.

Get in shape and prepare. And if you live in a small town it will be easier to keep it in order. There should be fewer cameras, too.

> They locked us in our own homes

No they didn't.

I was never prevented from leaving my house, ever, even in communist states of the US.

YOU'RE BELIEVING JEW LIES

STOP BELIEVING JEW LIES

You would think it’s because all you have done is post online.

I can relate, I feel apathetic to say the least, Hel I can’t even engage in my favorite hobby (Wargaming) due to leftoid subhumans

You need to get offline. Log off of all social media (including ConPro) for a week. Preferably turn off all your devices and work with your hands or read something that edifies (like the Bible). It doesn't do any good to think about hypotheticals if you don't change what you can control.

>I was a hero

We don't need heroes, we don't need saviors, we need leaders-by-example. Not teachers, but mentors. Not authorities, but opportunities.

>What race would show me it's worth fighting for?

Why are you worth fighting for? Why is your family? I'm not being flippant. Really, plainly, why should people fight for you? If you realize this answer, you obtain both answers.

>I tried to help alcoholics, I tried to help lazy retards

Did they want your help? Because it's their motivation that actually matters. Fat people don't get thin because they're surrounded by people pushing them to lose weight. They get thin because THEY want it for THEMSELVES.

Trying to make them do as you like won't do anything long-term. People don't want that. People want help doing what they want to do.
To really help them, you have to get them in touch with what they really want to do, which is not drugs and screens. Those are coping habits from general misery and overstimulated dopamine receptors. People want fulfillment, they just don't know how to.

Do you know how to? Clearly not, or you wouldn't have posted this. Why would unfulfilled people follow an unfulfilled person to promises of fulfillment? That's like listening to a poor person on how to get rich.

>I don't want to give up

Then don't. Giving up or not is a matter of faith. The situation will never demand that you give up. It's always a matter of perspective, never a matter of fact... at least with time-unlimited goals. If you actually do want to give up but feel like you *oughtn't*, then just give up and let the cards fall where they may. Don't be of two minds about it, that won't help anyone.

My perspective is, we are going through a great eugenic culling of pathological altruism, anti-racism, and propaganda susceptibility. The big-family White kids in generations Beta and Gamma will be made of tougher stuff.

I call this the White Phoenix. We will address the weaknesses that are killing us and rise again, this time without the interracial kindness. It's not a matter where we can save everyone, because with the right attitude, one or two million would be enough to reconquer the world. In the meantime, the work we do may save dozens or hundreds from bloodline termination. The more White genetic diversity we can achieve in our (eventually 100% racist) gene pool, the better.

>I just feel tired. What can I do to fix that?

Be true to your True Nature. You're suffering from self-opposition. That is, "I really want to do X, but also Y" or "I want to X, but (rationalization or expected opposition)".

SIMPLY DECIDE: are you willing to pay whatever price it takes to achieve your goal? Or are you not willing to pay that price? No wrong answer.

**Is it worth it?**

>All my life, I met zero (0) people worth fighting for. I tried to help them anyway because I felt like I should help people anyway. I tried to help alcoholics, I tried to help lazy retards, it was all for nothing. The houses I cleaned became cluttered eventually. The retards I educated forgot everything eventually. I was a hero, and that didn't stop any subhumans from snitching on me for walking my dog during the holocoof.

the holocough thought me one thing, people aren't actually people, they're NPC

most NPC's aren't even worth talking to, let alone investing your time on.

during the corona era i've met some people i was able to redpill-max on the jews, purely because they suffered a loss (a family member who died to the vax) to me that period was one the most hellish, but also the most successful in terms of activism, and i almost wish the kikes would try it again, it would be a fertile breeding ground for political dissent.

It appears that you are prime nigger-killing stock. Find like people and form a group.

> I've posted online under hundreds of names since 2016

lol