It always seems like the more people get to know me, the less they actually like me. At first, it seems very promising, but over time, they start noticing the flaws, which are mainly the things I say and believe in. The things I don’t hide as well. It I’m only tolerable in small doses, and eventually, they just drift away or turn cold.
What your experiencing isn't that unusual.
The degree of what you're experiencing could possibly be a bit whack.
I mean, on a first date do you sperg out about Hitler?
There's a certain way to approach things, but generally....average person absolutely doesn't care about politics or any of the stuff you see here.